Jesus says,” Tell Them About My Mercy”

“Tell them of My Mercy”

Hello Family,

A couple days ago I was praying the rosary, the sorrowful mystery which focuses on Jesus Passion. It takes you through being with him in Gethsemane at the Garden. When he yielded to the Father to drink the bitter cup of suffering. The second mystery meditates on when he was before pilate then flogged. The third mystery was him receiving the crown of thorns which is the crown of scorn and contempt. The fourth mystery is Jesus carrying the cross to Calvary and the Fifth mystery is Jesus death on the cross.

Upon praying this rosary I was on the fourth mystery when I saw Jesus carrying his cross, completely beaten beyond recognition. Then seeing the image of him hovering over the whole world. Twisting his body on the cross because his heart was breaking and hurting. The cross was the sins of the whole world. Where every splinter of wood was for a sin committed and all three nails signified the indifference of people that continue to nail him there. Then finally unable to take it his heart burst gushing over the whole world in his unending mercy for us. Covering our shame and iniquity as he now call us to do the same, to pick up our cross and follow him. To show mercy to the indifference we receive from others and to accept whatever splinter he gives us trusting his mercy will sustain us.

Then I heard Jesus say “Tell them about my mercy”

There has been many things said concerning this pandemic and that its Gods judgment on the whole world but he says in scripture 

John 3:17 -18 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him will not be condemned but whoever does not believe has already been condemned because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God 

I looked up the footnote because it had an asterisk by condemn and it says 

Condemn: the Greek root means both judgment and condemnation. Jesus purpose is to save, but his coming provokes judgment; some condemn themselves by turning from the light

We tend to think the greatest attribute of God is Love but Mercy and Love go hand in hand. In this hour the Lord desires his mercy to the worshiped his mercy to be known. His mercy comes from his great love for us because he gives us what we don’t deserve. the greater a souls misery or sin is the the extend of Gods mercy available for it. That means no one is without reach for Gods mercy. Only if we would entrust ourselves to his mercy. When we fall, when we fail, when even we feel lost trust in his Mercy that he won’t leave you there. His mercy was made available for that young roman soldier who pierced his side to ensure our savior was dead but when that water and blood gushed forth from his side spilling all over him he was immediately convicted and converted and saying  Matthew 28:54

The centurion and the men with him who were keeping watch over Jesus feared greatly when they saw the earthquake and all that was happening and they said, “Truly, this was the Son of God!”

So when we pierce the heart of Jesus with our sin, with our offenses rather than receiving his judgment. When we humble ourselves before him his mercy is poured out all over us. In this generation and within the Church the Lords grace has been put on a pedestal and abused. So many use the Lords graces to do what they desire rather what they ought to do but when we look at Gods Mercy it calls us to look within ourselves. It causes us to see ourselves as we truly are before God our nothingness, the depths of our sin and misery and see how merciful God truly has been to us because we didn’t receive what we deserved. 

Also in the passage about the 10 virgins awaiting there bridegroom however 5 fell asleep because he delayed, Jesus delays and has delayed because of his Mercy as the scripture 2 Peter 3:9 says that God is not slow concerning his promises as many would think but he patient with you not willing any to perish but all to come to repentance. Again he longs, waits for just one soul to respond and if that means delaying a year long, if it means allowing trials in order for his children to respond he does it all out of his Mercy.

He set an example and now call us to deny ourselves, to pick up our cross and follow him. To show mercy as we have been given mercy. To not give others what they deserve. Who have you not forgiven? Who are you not willing to let go? Who are you still harboring resentment and bitterness towards? Who are you still waiting on an apology for?  Who has hurt you so deeply that it keeps replaying over and over again? Or Why are you not forgiven yourself? Why do you walk in regret of what you did or didn’t do?  Why do you still walk in shame of what was done to you or what you allowed? Why do you hide in fear from the Lord as if he doesn’t already know? Why do you show mercy to others but not to yourself? Why are you still angry with God doesn’t he deserve your mercy when he has given you his? Run to the arms of your beloved Spouse and Savior who’s arms even in death was wide open saying “Father forgive them for they know not what they do” as he says to you today beloved you are forgiven run to my mercy, swim in the ocean of my mercy which is available for you. 

Jesus says to St. Faustina “I am sending you with My mercy to the people of the whole world. I do not want to punish mankind, but I desire to heal it, pressing it to My merciful Heart”…then again told her “Say unceasingly the chaplet that I have taught you. Whoever will recite it will receive great mercy at the hour of death. Priest will recommend it to sinners as their last hope of salvation. Even if there were sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from My infinite mercy. I desire that the whole world know My infinite mercy. I desire to grant unimaginable graces to those souls who trust in My mercy.”

God bless you guys.

A Curse of A Hardened Heart

Matthew 13: 14 So they show that what Isaiah said about them is true: ‘You people will listen and listen, but you will not understand. You will look and look, but you will not really see. Yes, the minds of these people are now closed. They have ears, but they don’t listen. They have eyes, but they refuse to see.

I came back from doing a message outside and he had given me “ Gods correction”. I was a bit concerned asking the Lord to show me the error of my ways and felt prompted to get 3 rhemas to get direction and I pulled  

Acts 28:26-27 Hardened Hearts

“Go to these people and say you will indeed hear but never understand and you will indeed see but never perceive. For these peoples hearts have grown dull and with their ears they can barely hear and their eyes they have closes lest they should see with there eyes and hear with their eyes”

So I was perplexed and sat with the Lord on my  bed in adoration and a flood of emotions came over me. Such grief and sadness because I understood that even in this pandemic and trial the Lord has allowed, many have not gotten it. Many still don’t understand or have a desire to repent, to draw nearer to the Lord and live for him.  The word “ curse of hardened heart” kept ringing in my mind.

Lord is there anything you want to say? My heart is breaking

Jesus began,

Yes my little one, how my heart and that of the Fathers is breaking for the people of the world. There has been a curse of hardened hearts released upon my people. How their love for me have grown cold even in this trial I have allowed to cover the whole world. You would think many would began to wake up to realize that not only am I real, that not only am I God, but that I am calling my people to a change of heart. I am calling my people back to their first love, but how very few have responded. Many are seeing this lock down as a time of relaxation, a time to get off work, a time to relax be with their families and binge watch shows. 

Many are taking opportunities to scoff and mock at my servants, at my prophets, who are speaking the truth. Calling the people to wake up from their slumber that I am indeed coming. How so many scoff at my wisdom and continue to incline themselves to their human reasoning. Many continue to draw to the earth climate change as the cause of these calamities. They are lies, lies, lies, formed by satan and the evil ones to take the minds and hearts of  my people away from the truth. Away from examining their conscience and continue to ignore that gnawing feeling that something is coming, that something is happening, that change needs to happen in their lives. No, instead they continue to feed their vanities, feed their flesh in this time with the latest news, new purchases as consolation and comforts from the void they feel in their hearts. 

Oh how my heart is breaking dear one it is because of you little ones who have indeed laid yourself down, humbled yourself and prayed that is why my mercy has been relentless, but how much longer what will it take my people. You obstinate minds and stiff necked natures you continue on about as it will be business as usual when these quarantines are lifted. Do you not see my hand in this? Do not ignore my calling any longer. The day of salvation is at hand and it is now. The door of Mercy will not be opened for ever my hardened heart ones. Indeed you have eyes, but you do not see me crying out all around you. To turn your heart back to me away from the word and your selfishness. You indeed have ears, but you do not hear the warning from my shepherds, prophets, and pastors. You do not hear the voice crying out in the wilderness make straight the way for the Lord. Rather you scoff and say I have heard it before, oh yea He his coming, but no one knows the day or hour. I tell you the fig tree is blooming and this is the season 

(here is quoting Matthew 24:32 “Now learn this lesson from the fig trees; As soon as its twigs het tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33 Even so, when you see all these things you know that it is near right at the door.34 Truly I tell you this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened”

You say there is no God and I need not to be held accountable for my life. For I only have one life to live, so I will live it to the fullest. Oh, but I tell you, you have eternity awaiting you. Eternity where everything will be put into account. My dearly loved ones I paid that price on cavalry to have you right next to me. 

Please heed my call. Please hear the cry of my heart and harden your heart no longer. Do not be like that thief on the cross who scoffed at his time of salvation. He did not know that that very cross, that very trial, that very moment was the moment of his salvation. Yet he rejected it and treated me with scorn and contempt, however the other thief recognized me in the midst of his pain, in the midst of his trial, in the midst of his cross. He heard the voice of his shepherd, he reached out and received his salvation. For he knew he deserved everything I had allowed and he knew my infinite goodness and mercy. So my mercy is yet again extended to you.  My mercy time and time again will not fail. It is fathomless and and abounding, but it will not be available forever my dear ones. Run to the arms of our merciful savior or when we meet you will be face to face with the just judge. My beloved ones, my brides please pray for these hardened hearted ones. Pray for this nation and the world. Pray against this curse of hardened heart that have caused many to continue on the road to destruction and have seared conscious, but nothing is impossible for me and my mercy will triumph over judgment pray for them.’

That was the end of Jesus message

Jesus says, “Repentance Proceeds Revival”

March 20, 2020 Jouranl Entry

I had a dream this morning and towards the end a young girl was telling me of revival coming. I was talking to my Dad and  I was telling him oh how I had  a dream a while back explaining about a revival. Then I heard  in my heart

 “The Coronavirus will precede the greatest revival of the century”


 I began to think of what the Lord said about hearing thoughts early in the morning as a husband would talk to his wife. So I just woke up and came to my computer to write down anything  that was on the His heart.

Jesus, I am here early this morning smiling I believe you wanted to share your heart when I woke up.  So I wanted to be obedient as you told me too and just stop what I am doing and write down what you had to say my love.

Jesus began,

“My beloved one I am here and thank you for coming by faith to do what I asked.  Just write as I share my thoughts and heart with you. I desire for you to be more patient and solicitous for your brother. 

( Here is referring to a soul in the community).

 I am still working on his frame just as I am still working with you. No one has arrived yet my little one. So you were right to say that “you desire to understand rather than be understood”. When you began to understand those around you it begets compassion and empathy towards them as well. I want you to practice these things. Indeed these will all be useful for your mission. I am sending you to places not to be understood, but to understand and truly be my hands and feet of love dear one.”


Okay Lord please help me with that because I become so spent when I get home 


Jesus continued,

“I know dear, well leave some room for others. Even thought you want your own time, use that time for others dear one. Remember we are doing this together. I am always with you and I am always desiring to hear others, see from their stand point and love them where they are at. In time they will open up a conversation that give you room to share truth. So be patient, kind and loving. Always think of others more than yourself. You can never go wrong with that

 Yes, Lord

I do desire to share with you the thoughts you had after that dream. This is a message of encouragement to my people and my bride little one. Indeed the Coronavirus will precede the greatest revival of this century. I have heard the cry of my people, those who have laid their lives down seeking my face, repenting, crying out for a move of my spirit. It is coming my people, it is coming, but it comes with a cost . My people, repentance proceeds a move of my spirit. I have allowed this virus to bring my people who are called by name to repentance. Deep repentance and reformation of their lives. No longer will I continue to tolerate, lukewarmness. Did I not say either be hot or cold or I would spew you out ? (Revelations 3:16) 

No longer will I tolerate comprise in my church, in the hearts of my people. Many call me Lord, Lord, but do not do as I say (Luke 6:46). No longer will I tolerate Idolatry, how this nation that I birth from the heart and hands of your for fathers have turned against me. You have allowed foreign Gods into this nation and have erected Baals  all over your country. Oh my people repent, many will so how have we been idolatrious Lord? With your affections my people,  any affection that is put above your God is an idol. You have made idols of people. You have made an idol of sports, hence it was my doing shutting down these gatherings that have been a distraction and would have caused them to lose their souls. Yes, many know the stats, the names, tattoo these things on them and on their heart.  Many fight to get so many things, you look up to these lowly ones in idolatry, yet you still don’t see how you have fallen way from me.My church is in ruin as well , where many shepherds are filing their bellies with the food of my people and their own vain glory. Not with truth, but with error and compromise so the little ones who are serious about become ostracized because they are taking me too seriously. 

My shepherds I called you to lay your lives down for the flock not build your empires with my flock. Please people repent and turn from your ways.  Many of my people watch things that sicken my heart, that disgust me. Impure shows, songs, you leave your eyes to look at young men and women with such lust. Did I know say if you have lusted after a women or man in your heart you have committed adultery? (Mt. 5:28) Oh adulterers repent of your ways my people, repent. Then there is lack of modesty as well in clothing and what is watched and listened too, it is aborent to me .Many of my people wear clothing that draws attention to their bodies and not my spirit. My daughters didn’t I say if you have roused a man to lust you too are also guilty , repent my people. It has become a matter of a fact in your culture and especially your nation. 

This nation that I have raised to be a beacon of righteousness has caused many other nations to fall into harlotry. So I am calling for reformation, reforming of my church, of my people, of the nations dear one. To reform your lives little ones is to run away from these sins, to rend your hearts knowing that you have been displeasing to me and then to change . Change from your ways of offenses. I do not even want to began speaking on the thoughts of the hearts of my people. Do you understand that I dwell with in you to the least among the greatest. Every thought that passes through your mind is known in heaven. All of heaven hears you, so I ask you if you heard  these things would you be embarrassed? Would you repeat your thoughts out loud? No, my people you wouldn’t. Did I know say that every idle word you would be held accounted for (Mt. 12:36). Not just what passes through your lips but what passes through your heart. 

So many of my people are held captive by gossip, slander, bitterness, resentment, unbelief, and unforgivness of themselves and their brothers, Yes, you desire for me to forgive you of your sins but ignorer to forgive you, you also must forgive my people. 

This is a time of deep searching, deep purifying, and deep repentance. I will not put the new wine in the old wine skin. It must be a pure vessels unto honor. Those who are willing to be living sacrifices and do my will alone. For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother (Mt. 12:50). So revival indeed is coming. It will unfold before your eyes little one. All that you have desired to see, souls on fire for me, in love with me alone, holding know other affection besides my will. That day is coming very soon but repentance must take place. So to my shepherds, my preachers, my teachers and prophets. Out with the old and in with the new. No longer preach this tainted prosperity gospel which I never walked or had my apostles pen, but man have made their own gospel and their own Jesus. Began to cry from the rooftops Repent, repent, repent , for the kingdom of God is at hand and his glory is coming to those who avail themselves.”

I responded, Lord these are strong words

Jesus responded,

Yes ,beloved my words are spirit and life. It gives life to the bones, I am calling the dead bones to rise. Oh I love my people and my brides. I am calling them all back to me and having to use this measures to prepare them for what is ahead and in preparation for my coming.”

Thank you lord for the grace to hear your voice, to walk in obedience to you and for a life giving word Love you Jesus help me to be faithful

That was the end of Jesus message

-From Jesus with Love

The Power Of Your Prayers

March 14, 2020


I woke up that day feeling somewhat somber, it had snowed and there was no sun. I left the front community house and went into St. Joseph’s hermitage to pray. I love being away, alone with my beloved. Just to contemplate him, to pour out my heart to him and just to be in his presence.

Whiles in prayer, praying the rosary I saw Blessed Mother so beautiful in her glory.  She was hovering over every prayer petition listening so attentively and then acting on it immeaditley. First I prayed for the schools and I saw her hovering over all the universities praying along side with me, then I prayed over the children as she extended her arms and mantle over all the children of the world. Then I prayed over all the mosque and nations of Islam for conversion. I saw her hovering over different mosque releasing graces and dictating  prayers in her authority. Indeed she is truly the Queen of Heaven. In awe at this vision and still a bit unsure I came before the Lord after prayer saying,

Lord is there anything on your heart? I feel as though you were giving me some thoughts on the power of prayer. Oh Lord by faith I write ( I said smiling),l forgive me Lord


Jesus began,

Oh my little one, my beloved one, I am right here. I see how you have been assailed with so many doubts and fears. This is an assignment not only against you, but the community, and the world at large especially in your nation. I want you all to began praying against a spirit a fear, doubt, and unbelief. Run to my Mother in the rosary to take down this strong man of fear. That will keep many captive, held in darkness and many moving by their emotions rather than my will. So please pray against these things. Truly, when your focus is kept on me alone, I alone am your rock and will give you peace. I alone am your anchor admits the prevailing winds and waters that desire to turn you away from the direction I am taking you dear one, so pray.

 I do want to talk with you concerning the power of prayer. Indeed how sublime it is. It’s never by the eloquence of your speech, how much scripture you know or the words you even say, but it’s about the condition and state of your heart. Prayer is to look within yourself, where I dwell and lift all things to heaven. Wether it’s good or bad and give me thanks. It is to yield yourself to the will of the Father and placing yourself in your rightful position. Right before my throne, trusting confidently that I hear the petition of your heart. Your every thought and sigh that is lifted to me. For you are indeed seated in heavenly places. Oh how my people have lost this and continue to walk in unbelief and lack of faith in prayer. Do they not realize I desire to move through my vessels when they pray. 

History is indeed written by prayer. If the knew the power of their most simplest prayer revival, change would’ve have come so long ago, but once again traditions and eloquence of man have taken their position instead.

 Many shy away from prayer because of so many lies that have creeped in the church. That you must be anointed, that prayer is a gift some have and some don’t. That you must be able to prayer with large words or intention, or the worst of all that you can’t pray as a sinner. That I wont hear you. Lies, lies lies, I hear the prayers of the most lowliest of people and of the most wicked. For the sun shines on the righteous and the unrighteous (Matthew 5:45).

 It is about the state of your heart. If anyone would pray with belief, faith, and trust that I will hear them. I am there with ears opened to hear what they say knowing already their need before thy speak (Matthew 6:8). All of heaven hears the prayers of the people on earth. The most purest of hearts are those prayers said by those who pray my will. So that is the most important thing to seek when praying. Is to seek my will and give me thanks for what I do and I allow. 

 Also my Mothers prayers are POWERFUL. So many lies have been told concerning the rosary. How the demons hate her and her intercession. They will do anything to stop or hinder the prayers of the rosary from going forth, but I will not allow it. Tell them to pray the rosary, pray with intention and wholeheartedness. Seek to have my Mother as their prayer partner. Just as you saw, as you pray she takes every request as her own and she stays with those request until it comes to fulfillment according to my will. Indeed her Immaculate Heart will triumph in the end. I say all these things to encourage you, those in the community and my little ones who are praying. Who feel they is no fruit to be seen or found. My people continue to pray, keep praying. Your are sowing seeds on good soil, fields and grounds. In time very soon there will be copious fruit ripe at the seems. As praises rise up from the ends of the earth because of my mercy and faithfulness. So pray, dear ones pray.” 

-From Jesus With Love

You Are My Treasure

March 12, 2020


 I woke up this morning with my body feeling so sore and very uneasy. I wasn’t sure if I had offended the Lord in anyway or it was a suffering because it was really hard to connect  with Jesus in worship. However, all the songs he was playing over me were about His peace and not to fear so I felt in my heart this was an attack of some sort. 

I ended up talking to Mother Clare and Father  Ezekiel last night for a while. iI was a rough day when I felt so discouraged thinking I had been deceived in discernment with one of the messages I got from Jesus.  It took me into self pity real fast. 

However, they both helped me discern that message in question was from the Lord. Help me Lord, truly to combat this fear, doubt and unbelief in hearing your voice.

Then the community gathered together in the morning and Blessed Mother began to speak to Mother Clare.  She was crying because she had missed their intimate relationship they once had, It was so sweet and encouraged me to go much more deeper with Blessed Mother when praying the rosary as well. We prayed for those affected with the virus. After receiving the Lord I feel so at peace thank you Jesus!

I came to him saying, My beloved Lord is there anything on your heart?

Jesus began,

“’I am right here beloved indeed the graces are flowing on this mountain, in this community in a beautiful way. You all are my faithful ones.  The ones who answered the invitation to my banquet when my Father called. You are the lame, the crippled and blind ones in the eyes of the world, but to me you are my beautiful treasures. For it is the sick that are in need of God not the righteous. Many have turned aside and walked in their own way, but you all have been faithful to endure and preserver with every test that has come against this community and because of your love for me you have withstood every attempt to get you off this mountain. So you all will be richly rewarded indeed encourage, your brother.

(Here Jesus speaking of a soul in the community, one of my brothers. Who has been desiring to hear the Lords voice, but feel hopeless in his efforts)

Many have the same sentiments. Your brothers, tell them in time as they press in the very same grace to hear and see me will given to them. They must just excercise their faith and cast away doubt, fear, pride and comparison. Which stops many from entering into conversations with me . You know a thing or two about that beloved.

(At this point I was writing, but still doubting and of course as usual Jesus reads my thoughts)

 Please stop your worrying, how that hurts me so much. Your lack of trust and confidence in me after all I have done and all we have been through Mary Elisha. 

(My heart just melted when he said that)

 I desire to talk with you. I desire to fellowship and communion with you. If I could have my way we would talk for hours, but it would be too much for your mind to comprehend little one. My words are of eternal importance so I must give you a little at a time. There is only so much you can take in, meditate on, and apply to your life circumstances. Even now I see the intensity you are feeling. These will go with time, remember the enemy hates this more than anything beloved. He will do whatever he can in order to take this grace and gift from you. He will do this with all of you so share with them some of the obstacles you have had to overcome in hearing me.”


Lord sorry I guess I didn’t want to inflate myself or stir anyone up in jealously because I have been there,. You know like “Ooh I am hearing from the Lord”.


Jesus responded,

“Well my beloved one it’s not about you dear. It’s for other so please share. It will strengthen your brethren and those who desire this intimacy with me”


Okay Lord

That is all for now little one continue to come before me every day and allow me to express my heart to you dear. Continue to pray for this community, and Mother Clare especially she will need much wisdom and discernment in the coming days for precise direction. I love you so much words could not be enough to say. You are my beloved in whom I am well pleased.

– From Jesus With Love

“Many Have Taken My Mercy For Granted, Pray!”

I had just come from a ministry trip down in the valley and from talking to Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel about how it went. I was headed back to my place when I  saw my brothers outside conversing so I joined them for a bit although it was pretty late. I got home around 11:30 pm and I  was so tired. However, I desired to seek the Lord to see what was on his heart for me to do with the rest of my evening I got “Laziness”  in the Bible Promises. 

I knew it was about me journaling because I told him when I got back today I would journal tonight to hear his heart, but anxiety was overtaking me again….goodness. So I asked the Lord again and got “Hospitality” which always means to me for me He is wanting me to use my gifts. I knew it, so I asked the Lord again if he wanted me to journal got “Holy Spirit”.


Per my previous blog the Lord has impressed on my heart to begin journaling daily again.  Oh boy how I was still struggle with that…easy as breathing huh ,Lord lol. That morning I had to rush through prayer because we had to go down to the valley to visit our neighbors and what fun that was.  Since being up here on the mountain the Lord had put it on Mother Clare heart to start a food ministry. Where we go door to door giving families in the valley at the base of the mountain food but also ministering to them the love of Jesus.  We started with 8 families just simply knocking on doors asking if they wanted food. It has since grown to 16 people and 13 families in total we now do bible study with and some even receive communion!

I hold their names, their prayers and family situation deep in my heart. Most that day were welcoming, but I just felt in my heart that many had dead faith you know. I’m not sure if I’m being presumptuous, but maybe I am. Everyone seemed to say they knew the Lord but seemed so formal in their conversation about him. I was sensing that I needed to pray “the dead bones would rise in the valley and dead faith be set a flame for the Lord. Here I am praying for dead faith to come to life upon my neighbors when I am struggling with the same thing. Faith to believe that Jesus will speak to me and that he wants to speak to me.

So I came before Jesus with all these thoughts in my heart from what had taken place that day. Lord  you wanted me to come before you believing you would speak to me by faith. I am coming to you to hear your heart.

Lord is there anything you want to say?


Jesus began,

“My heart is breaking for this nation my beloved one. They have no idea what things are in store for them. Terrible, terrible, plans that man and the evil one have concocted to cause this nation upheaval and distress. I want you to pray, pray, pray, little one. Pray for your nation, pray for your president, and pray for your loved ones that they may see the truth. Past the media lies, see the truth past the walls in their conscience they have created in order to not go any deeper with me. Many are so blind by the numerous offenses and sins that are done against me every day. Many have taken my mercy for granted dear one, but I will no longer keep relenting if the hearts of the people in this nation continue on in their stiff neck ways. Then I must allow what is planned to wake many up, my little one. How my heart grieves for my children. So many that continue to reject my love and spit on my mercy. Many who call themselves my own feel they have no need of my mercy because in their eyes they are good. They are in right standing with me, but that is just it..it’s in their Own Eyes and not in my mirror. Pray that hardened hearts would be soften and they would be willing to take a good look in my mirror and be humbled. Remember in the Rick Joyner book how he too shuddered at the door of judgment but, once entering through the door found it to be the greatest treasure and door in heaven. He then asked that he may come to know my judgments more clearly on earth that he may serve me more perfectly. 

(As an aside here Jesus is referencing to the Rick Joyner book called “Final Quest” which I encourage every believer to read!)

Jesus continued,

I have given you that grace daughter and have answered that prayer, you prayed so long ago. Now pray for your brethren to do the same. To seek my judgments here on earth that they may indeed serve me more perfectly and that they wouldn’t then be judged when they see me at the throne.”

I said,

 Lord I hope this is you. 

( I was hesitating, doubting thinking these were my own thoughts. Furthermore, I was struggling because the words didn’t seem as regal and wise as Mother Clare’s “Jesus”,  or St. Faustina’s “Jesus” etc. You see, here I was comparing myself with others. I’m such a hotmess, Lord forgive me. 

Jesus sensed these thoughts in my heart and said,
“Keep writing my little one I speak to you in a way that you will understand and others will understand as well. As simple as a child because that what you are to me, my child. That is all for now my dear one, continue to come before me every day writing because it’s not for your sole benefit. As I mentioned before, but for others my dear one. This fast is very serious and I take your prayers and those of the community very serious. It’s a sweet aroma to me and all of heaven, so continue to pray for your nation and your prayers will be honored. Now rest in me tonight beloved”

-From Jesus With Love

Hearing From Me Is As Easy As Breathing

Hello family,

It has been a long while since I wrote a blog forgive me for my absence. I have been really busy here in the community and also my Youtube Channel however, the Lord reminded me that I wasn’t feed the flock on the website. Moreover,

he really wanted to get his messages out. To spread his writings and words far and wide to bring hope to many. Before I was just writing down things I have experienced and lessons Jesus was teaching me. However, now Jesus has restored the grace of hearing his voice. So I will be sharing the messages he gives me everyday so that you maybe encouraged and strengthened as well!

Since my fall in discernment last year I lost the grace to hear his voice. If I can be honest I was saddened but a bit relieved because I would always become so full of anxiety when trying to have conversations with Jesus or write down what I thought he was saying. The devils would pound me with doubt, unbelief, fear and so much anxiety that I would be deceived again and more over that I was just talking to myself. So it had 9 months and I had became comfortable just getting rhema words from him and getting instructions through the books I read. Also through my spiritual covering as well. Mother Clare who is my spiritual mother, told me that she wanted me to began journaling again. So despite by hesitation and fears I had to be obedient so I began today writing all that happened during prayer

I woke up this morning after having a dream with a friend of mine in it where he gave me some ice cream to eat. I ate it all there were more to the dream but I didn’t remember I then asked Holy Spirit the dreams with me eating something is that spiritual warfare/ witch craft and I got in the BP “Holy Spirit” 1 John 2:27. By the way BP is referring to the Bible Promise I use for discernment. It is a tool Jesus has given us to use to go deeper in discerning his will and its only $2.99 on Amazon. I encourage every believer to use this for discernment as well.  So thought, uh oh and felt I needed to really pray in the spirit. 

Then I went outside to use the restroom and I saw on a bucket the word “ SCEPTER” and I knew that meant authority. I felt the Lord was reminding me to use my authority. As I set with him in adoration for a bit I began to readings from the Bible and various holy books to get some direction from Him. I got readings on “Guilt” and the last reading I got was titled “Hearing and Seeing Jesus”. What stuck out to me that it said “99% of the time we don’t hear or see Jesus because of our unbelief or false guilt …self-hatred of ourselves so thought the Lord then maybe wanted to speak to me”

I thought okay maybe Jesus wants me to practice again hearing his voice.

So I came to him writing in my journal saying,

 Lord from all of the readings you gave me this morning in prayer I feel in my heart you are wanting us to use our scepters, the authority given to us by consecrated a fast and praying for repentance for ourselves and our nation Lord?

Lord is there anything on your heart?

Jesus began,
My Beloved daughter why so tense and full of anxiety I am right here with you. I have always been and dwell within you little one. No need to fear, my desire is that you would began to hear and see me more clearly but, it has been a water gate of guilt that has stopped you from coming to me. Hence all the readings I gave you today were in reference to the steep condemnation and unbelief you were walking in. There is much I want to tell you and much I desire for you to be prepared for. 

I am so proud of you my  little one, Mother Mary Elisha that name suites you very much. I will use you to speak as an oracle on my behalf. Many won’t listen, many will rebel and many will disregard my words to you because of your stature, your demeanor, and how you look but, be not dismayed you are my voice.  I have put my words in to your mouth even though many times they may be strong words don’t fear. 

For as Father Ezekiel said your words, your prayers, will be those that snatch your brethren from the edge. So don’t fear little one, the fruit you bare will be much later but, walk in obedience to me and to your superiors Mother and Father Ezekiel. You are indeed blessed to have them as your shepherd and overseers. They adore you and love you very much, don’t take their wisdom and council for granted. Never do that dear one, I will always honor your obedience to them rather than any sacrifice you give. For when you honor them you, honor me. 

Now I want to talk to you about what is to come. I have called you here on this mountain as a beacon of hope for all nations and a source of light for those who are in darkness. Don’t think everyone I send here will be fit to walk in the Franciscan vocation but, many will come in their season to grow, to be stretched, to be purified, and then to be taught if they are willing to yield to the authorities I have put overhead in this community. If they don’t they too will leave in a while but, your job my little one is to love, love, and then love some more. You here not only to pray but, to be an example  of my love to all your brothers in lowliness, in humility, and in meekness. Submit to all my beloved and don’t take offense I want you to really work on that my love 

 Lord I can’t work at anything please help give me the grace Lord too truly have this attitude of heart its so hard for me Lord

Jesus responded,

I know beloved that is one of your greatest weaknesses and my greatest strength in you. So the graces have been given, but you must have a better resolve dear one. Don’t get lax daisy and when you feel that way just call upon me and I will be near. Of course always run to my Mother, she is a treasure trove full of graces and mercies dear one. She is the one cradling, nurturing and pruning you through all of this. You are my special gift to her dear one.”


Thank you Lord!

(However, I was doubting again and being filled with anxiety to stop writing and Jesus could sense that)

Jesus read my thoughts,

I see you tensing up already. Ease up my little one, ease up take a deep breath. I want you to write all that I say to your heart. Receiving my thoughts and love for you as easy as breathing

 Lord you make it sounds so easy, (at this point I was thinking Jesu has to be kidding it is so hard for me, the anxiety and the doubt are overwhelming)

Jesus responded,

But it is my beloved when you have faith and confidence in me. That it’s not what you do, or how you feel but you come in my presence because you know I love you. You know I desire you and you know I want to speak to you. Not only for your sake for the sake of others my little one

 Oh Lord please helps


Jesus continued,

I am here for you my beloved I truly am. Share these things with Mother Clare let her council be your guide dear one. You are truly blessed, extremely blessed dear just always remember the greater the privilege the greater the humility dear. That should cause you to go lower, lower, and even lower loving your littleness and nothingness and seeing me as your all in all.

Me: Okay Lord thank you so much Jesus I trust in you, Jesus I trust in you, Jesus I trust in you

That was the end of the message from Jesus, with Love!

Jesus Says ” Get Ready For The Journey”

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This is a prophetic messages from Heartdwellers.org given too Ms. Clare Dubois however the Lord gave this message as a rhema this morning and had me really examining my heart. Seeking the Holy Spirit for hidden sins in my heart and areas where I haven’t repented. The Lord has told us that the rapture is pending and he is coming for a bride who is spotless and without blemish. Its not just good enough that we have salvation  but he is coming for a bride with a pure heart. We cannot be perfect but he is looking for “perfect repentance”. A bride who is desiring to be  holy as her bridegroom is holy. Here is the message below:

The Lord Jesus is preparing us Heartdwellers. He’s on His
way and wants His Bride ready.

Jesus began “Getting ready. Getting ready to meet Me. Preparing their hearts before My mirror and asking forgiveness for what they see that is not right. “All these years My people have gone one of two ways: being constantly guilty or constantly OK – like, ‘nothing wrong here.’ But now I am asking for a deeper look. A more candid look, not glossing anything over. It is incomprehensible to you, My children, the demands of personal holiness. Because of My mercy, much is overlooked. But rather than be shocked, as that young boy Nathan was when he stood before his audience and his sins were revealed. I want you to spend time with My Holy Spirit and ask Him to reveal the darkness still inside of you.

“When you discover it, I don’t want you going over the deep end. I already knew it was there. All I want for you to do is confess it, ask forgiveness and make a resolution in your heart to avoid those sins and pray for the grace not to repeat them. You see, though you fall and are not perfect, because you confess and work on it I will forgive you and continue to pour out the graces you need to finally overcome your faults. You do not have to be perfect but you do need to be perfectly repentant

 

“The heart of this exercise is preparation and readiness to face Me. So much will be forgiven and removed on the way up to Heaven, but I do insist that you forgive everyone that ever offended you. I don’t want this experience marred by unforgiveness.

“What may help you in that area is that whoever was a challenge and injured you, had My permission. I am not the author of evil, but I did allow it as a challenge in loving others and dying to yourself. So, ultimately you can only blame Me for allowing it. Therefore be sure that you forgive the person, that you forgive yourself, and that you forgive Me. Cover all three bases. Ask Me to remove the root of bitterness you allowed to grow in your heart and defile it. There most certainly is a root of bitterness in every one of you. It is your job, with My Holy Spirit to identify it, renounce it and pray I will remove it.

“This exercise should not take you long, and it will not hinder your going into eternity. There are many of you that could be detained for unforgiveness. If you have bitterness in your heart, it is the ugliest of stains and will show right on the front of your wedding gown. So, be sure to rid yourself of that. Disarm it. By that I mean, refuse to allow it to pull you into a fury. Renounce this anger and unforgiveness in My Name, and refuse to connect with it. If you are faithful to make an honest effort, I will surely be faithful to totally remove it.

Selfishness is another flaw that you should repent of. Look for those times when you could have done something for another but didn’t bother. Either because you didn’t want to or you didn’t feel up to it. Do you know that many times I heal a malady because you went out of yourself to give, even when you were sick? There is a dynamic here.

 

“Satan knows ahead of time, sometimes, that a test is coming, or that you will rub shoulders with someone really in need. So he sends demons to push all your buttons, get you upset and distracted so you miss the good deed you should have done. This is oh, so common. When you see a multitude of things pushing your buttons, be on the look out for the ‘why’ of all those distractions. Is there someone coming to you for help, is there a meeting planned, is there an occasion of some sort?”

I would just like to say something here. Before ministry appointments? Oh, my goodness. We get barrages of provocative situations to wear us out before our appointment. This is so typical. I remember all the way back, I can remember these occasions all the way back 25 years ago, where the enemy tried to get us upset before an appointment.

Jesus continued, “Understand that the demons also have limited energy, so they pick their opportunities to trouble you according to the importance of what is coming up in your life. If it is very important and they know about it ahead of time (which they mostly do because they alert one another that such and such is going to happen or so and so is on the way) they quickly put 2 and 2 together, seeing that there is an occasion of virtue and helping another soul in need. They try to distract you or get you to cancel the meeting. Or they wear you out so you have nothing left for that person I’m sending you. Who, by the way, was very important to Me

 

Another thing to be aware of in selfishness is the self-important attitude, ‘I’m to busy for the likes of you.’ The ‘you aren’t important enough to me to stop what I’m doing.’ attitude. This is abhorrent to Me. Now we are getting into PRIDE, which is truly at the root of all evil. Selfishness will lead to Pride and selfrighteousness. Look for those times when your conscience twinged and you ignored it. Those are very good indicators of hidden sin.

“My Beautiful Bride, I am not saying these things to make you feel badly. I am saying them so you will stand clean before me. Sin is dirty. Unconfessed sin continues to be dirty. But sin confessed and forgiven exists no longer, it has been cancelled out. I want all My Brides to have their sins cancelled out.

Self-will, selfish ambition and jealousy that cause you to follow your own path rather than Mine, are also important to confess. If you are not sure, better safe than sorry. Better knowing that you recognized it than hiding it and having Me bring it up. Oh, so much better.

Here is a list for you to use in checking your behavior: Fear, Pride, Jealousy, Judgment, Anger, Laziness, Greed (acquisition), Gluttony, and Lust.

“Pay particular attention to those things that you do habitually when you know in your spirit you should be doing otherwise. They are an indication of disorder in your life and idolatry, because you put them before Me. These are indeed wrinkles in your dress.

“As I said before, this is not to discourage or reprimand you. It is to prepare you to meet Me without spot, wrinkle or blemish.

“A spot is something you allow to defile you, something you watch you shouldn’t have watched, something you said you shouldn’t have said, a feeling you engaged that you should have rejected.

“A blemish is an indication of inner contamination of the spirit. It comes up because something isn’t right inside. It could be an attitude that contaminates everything you do, like selfishness, fear, retaliation.

“A wrinkle is formed by a long-standing habit of sinful or disordered behavior. Having to work on Sunday, because you are in debt over your head, is the symptom of a wrinkle. The avarice caused you to want and to buy, then to pay it off you must deny Me the time I ask you to set aside every week for rest and rejuvenation with Me.

“Some of you are forced to work on Sunday or the Sabbath because that is the only work you could get. I am not legalistically condemning you for this. Did I not pick grains on the Sabbath? Did I not heal on the Sabbath? There is an attitude of heart that is so greedy that every spare moment is used to procure what is wanted.

” Wow…do I know about that…

“There is another attitude of heart that sets aside another day for Me when the appointed days are taken up out of necessity

“I wish for you not to get into arguments about which day of the week is holy. I will not instruct you on this, because it leads to a religious spirit. I want your heart, not your lip service and obedience to the law. Yes, I can hear the stones flying through the air now. This attitude of heart is deadly to a personal relationship with Me. You will note, it was the scribes and pharisees that refused their hearts to Me, because I did not support their Sabbath rules in a way suitable to them.

“Do you know what one of their main concerns was with Me? I threatened their income from the sale of sacrifices and coin changing. Yes, they garnered quite a nice income on all that went on in the temple

precincts and their greatest threat was that they no longer would have an income from these illicit activities. That is a wrinkle. The habit of having more and better caused them to twist their consciences in order to provide for their excesses.

“Some of you, especially the young ones, will over-react in fear to this. Please, My precious dear ones, this is not condemnation of you. It is to make you aware of the righteousness of God and how very deep it goes. Most of you do not have properly formed consciences. You were not raised on the Word in a holy household. So I must take you back to those roots and reveal to you how some of the things you were never taught are important.

“But I am not a legalistic God. I am full of mercy, understanding and forgiveness. I want your heart. I want you to love Me, to trust Me, to come to Me and speak with Me about your weaknesses, your sin and insecurities and fears. I want to help you overcome these things.

“If you have something you cannot change and you fear it is displeasing to Me, talk to Me about it. I will help you.It may not even be wrong-doing on your part. It may very well be from the father of lies, who is continually trying to make you feel badly about yourself.

“Yes! Condemnation is his favorite tool. Why, you ask? Because if he can convince you that you are bad and worthless, and that I am a severe judge, you will avoid Me and never come into My arms and trust Me.

“So, do not over-react to this message. Rather take it as a checklist. You are going on a journey, you need to get your things together. Work on your list and I will help you with each thing you are afraid to face. Use your Bible Promises to verify whether something is right or wrong. Watch for things in your environment, a sign from Me: a bird singing, a heart shape in your food or a leaf on the ground. A love song in the store, a sweet wash of contentment suddenly flooding over your soul. These are ways I encourage you and show you that I am not only with you but I approve of you and all your efforts are indeed pleasing to Me.

“So, what I am telling you, in a nutshell, is simply prepare yourself in repentance to meet Me. Just as you would wash and shower before a big event, wash yourself in My love and forgiveness. Don’t be afraid to confess anything. Remember, I was there when it happened and I will forgive what you confess. Let’s do this together.

“I am all for you, I will sustain you in your weakness, I will not abandon you. I love you deeply, do not be afraid.”