Jesus says, “Use Your Gifts”

a vision of the City of God: Sacred Heart Refuge

Hello Family,

I had a wonderful time in worship on the mountains with the Lord he played songs of revival and just worship and his love over me! Then during the Lords supper he gave me the same readings that he had given me the day before which is focuses on me trusting God and obeying his direction that me and my children my prosper in the land he has given me, the second reading was about not having a spirit of fear and the last reading the Gospel was about him sending me out as his disciple to baptize in the name of the father son and holy spirit to the nations teachings others what he has taught me. The second reading really stuck out to me this time around  it was Romans 8, 14-17

All who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. You did not receive a spirit of slavery leading you back into fear, but a spirit of adoption through which we cry out, Abba (that is Father). The spirit himself gives witness with our spirit that we are children of God. But if we are children, we are heirs as well:hers of God, heirs with Christ, if only we suffer with him so as to be glorified with him.

Then I immediately envisioned in my heart an orphanage and I was teaching the children that they were family. That they had a father and where not orphans at all. This scripture was a staple for them in order to teach the children not to fear but that this wasn’t an orphanage but they had been adopted in a family. The kingdom of God Family. I saw all the children reciting this and as they got to the part saying “which we cry out” they would all yell out Abba, Papa whiles clapping and laughing !! lol Then I saw when we received a new child we would introduce them to the other children as their new sibling. We then put the child in the center. All the children would recite that passage of scripture to them as they yelled we cry out Abba Papa Welcome to your family! I saw the children running to hug their new sibling and introducing themselves saying I am your brother Luke, I am your sister Ama and so and so. Then this new child would be given a paper heart which they would decorate and on the wall was a mural that says “My Family” and they would go and stick their name on there. Truly the children were our family! 

I saw the children running to this young man calling him Papa and he loved to play with the children and anywhere I went, I would pick up things not only for my biological children, but for the other children as well and referenced them as my own. I saw (these two young siblings who are my little cousins back home.  Whom the Lord has put on my heart, they were there helping at the orphanage. Telling them they were called to be examples to their other siblings that they now have. We were really teaching the children about Family, the kingdom of God that it matters not the skin color, but we are all created from his heart and have one Father. Then I saw another scene with two young girls were fighting and one had yelled to the other you’re not my real sister anyway. The other young girl was really hurt by that. So I pulled the naughty girl to the side explaining to her how she was made from the breath and heart of God and he breathed her into being. I breathed on her stomach as if she was a balloon and she began to laugh and I said and pop then you came about. Then I did the same with the other girl and she laughed and I put there hands together telling them they were indeed sisters and came from the same Father to always remember that. The kids were always excited to get another sibling! lol Oh Lord are these thoughts from you or my own mind you know how I can go on and on

Jesus began,

“My beloved these thoughts and images are indeed from me speaking to your heart about the glorious future I have in store for you beloved. It should draw you to hope. I need and want you to began dreaming with me concerning this community City of God that I have established in to your care to bring to fruition. I have had this work planned for you before the foundation of the earth and you have been perfectly suited for this job. Yes, in all of your weakness you are the best for it because of those things. There will be many challenges as they always will be dealing with children. Especially many wounded souls but, you know a thing or two about that don’t you (he said that smiling)

(I smiled saying), Yes Lord I do

All that I have allowed my little one has been in preparation for this community. For you too truly meet the the children where they are at. For you to shower your love and compassion upon them and for you to grow in much more patience.”

Oh now I cant imagine (I said laughing)

Jesus continued,

“Yes, but it will bring you much joy. Much joy to all who are apart of this community and you will bring the children much joy. Many wounds will be healed in that place beloved. There are special handpicked children I am preparing now. They will be such a consolation to you and this young man.  I told you I have great plans for you both. So don’t be discouraged about what things look like now but, trust in my promises for you beloved one. Continue to pray for him break through is indeed soon. In the mean time keep your heart and mind on me and the promises I have spoken. Pray for him continuously as you do now and those I have called to help put this community together. 

You were right to think that I have entrusted you to Mother Teresa,  St Therese little flower and St Francis. They have been with you since childhood beloved. Watching over you and praying for you fervently because this is there work too. Heaven is only the beginning beloved and they too are excited to embark on this project with you but, of course my Mother will be and has been the overseer over all this. This is indeed is her gift to me as you are my gift to her.

My dear ones I want to share with you how important it is in this hour to use your time wisely. There are so many graces that have been released in this hour of suffering. That is indeed apart of the blood covenant given to you all suffering and pain in exchange for graces. There are so many gifts I have given you all my people don’t marvel at the things I have spoken to this little one. For she indeed has been faithful with the little so now she will be entrusted with much more and that is in store for all my beloved ones who will be diligent with the gifts given to them now. You have so much ample time my people. No more excuses that you are too busy, you are unsure what to do. 

This lockdown I have allowed is not just for you to self examine your sins but to also work, get going, being busy about my business. Work like there is no  tomorrow because there may not be my beloved ones. There is so much that can be done now for the kingdom. In you I have put gifts of writing, gifts of speaking, gifts of song and worship, gifts of paintings. Now is the time, don’t put it back any longer. All of these gifts will be used to bring so many souls to me at a later time, You have been appointed to draw specifically souls this little one can’t so please get busy. Many are doubting even now. Fearing that they may not be good enough or comparing themselves with others. Please don’t look to others my beloved one. You are unique, your voice is unique, what I tell you is unique. How you do things is unique to you and to the souls I have assigned to you . So now I am releasing graces  for you to get busy about my fathers business. Let’s create together beloved one and see what anointing I pour out when you step out in faith and obedience to the inspirations I have given you. Go forth now my beloved one in diligence and in faith using your gifts.” 

-From Jesus with Love

Jesus says,” Tell Them About My Mercy”

“Tell them of My Mercy”

Hello Family,

A couple days ago I was praying the rosary, the sorrowful mystery which focuses on Jesus Passion. It takes you through being with him in Gethsemane at the Garden. When he yielded to the Father to drink the bitter cup of suffering. The second mystery meditates on when he was before pilate then flogged. The third mystery was him receiving the crown of thorns which is the crown of scorn and contempt. The fourth mystery is Jesus carrying the cross to Calvary and the Fifth mystery is Jesus death on the cross.

Upon praying this rosary I was on the fourth mystery when I saw Jesus carrying his cross, completely beaten beyond recognition. Then seeing the image of him hovering over the whole world. Twisting his body on the cross because his heart was breaking and hurting. The cross was the sins of the whole world. Where every splinter of wood was for a sin committed and all three nails signified the indifference of people that continue to nail him there. Then finally unable to take it his heart burst gushing over the whole world in his unending mercy for us. Covering our shame and iniquity as he now call us to do the same, to pick up our cross and follow him. To show mercy to the indifference we receive from others and to accept whatever splinter he gives us trusting his mercy will sustain us.

Then I heard Jesus say “Tell them about my mercy”

There has been many things said concerning this pandemic and that its Gods judgment on the whole world but he says in scripture 

John 3:17 -18 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him will not be condemned but whoever does not believe has already been condemned because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God 

I looked up the footnote because it had an asterisk by condemn and it says 

Condemn: the Greek root means both judgment and condemnation. Jesus purpose is to save, but his coming provokes judgment; some condemn themselves by turning from the light

We tend to think the greatest attribute of God is Love but Mercy and Love go hand in hand. In this hour the Lord desires his mercy to the worshiped his mercy to be known. His mercy comes from his great love for us because he gives us what we don’t deserve. the greater a souls misery or sin is the the extend of Gods mercy available for it. That means no one is without reach for Gods mercy. Only if we would entrust ourselves to his mercy. When we fall, when we fail, when even we feel lost trust in his Mercy that he won’t leave you there. His mercy was made available for that young roman soldier who pierced his side to ensure our savior was dead but when that water and blood gushed forth from his side spilling all over him he was immediately convicted and converted and saying  Matthew 28:54

The centurion and the men with him who were keeping watch over Jesus feared greatly when they saw the earthquake and all that was happening and they said, “Truly, this was the Son of God!”

So when we pierce the heart of Jesus with our sin, with our offenses rather than receiving his judgment. When we humble ourselves before him his mercy is poured out all over us. In this generation and within the Church the Lords grace has been put on a pedestal and abused. So many use the Lords graces to do what they desire rather what they ought to do but when we look at Gods Mercy it calls us to look within ourselves. It causes us to see ourselves as we truly are before God our nothingness, the depths of our sin and misery and see how merciful God truly has been to us because we didn’t receive what we deserved. 

Also in the passage about the 10 virgins awaiting there bridegroom however 5 fell asleep because he delayed, Jesus delays and has delayed because of his Mercy as the scripture 2 Peter 3:9 says that God is not slow concerning his promises as many would think but he patient with you not willing any to perish but all to come to repentance. Again he longs, waits for just one soul to respond and if that means delaying a year long, if it means allowing trials in order for his children to respond he does it all out of his Mercy.

He set an example and now call us to deny ourselves, to pick up our cross and follow him. To show mercy as we have been given mercy. To not give others what they deserve. Who have you not forgiven? Who are you not willing to let go? Who are you still harboring resentment and bitterness towards? Who are you still waiting on an apology for?  Who has hurt you so deeply that it keeps replaying over and over again? Or Why are you not forgiven yourself? Why do you walk in regret of what you did or didn’t do?  Why do you still walk in shame of what was done to you or what you allowed? Why do you hide in fear from the Lord as if he doesn’t already know? Why do you show mercy to others but not to yourself? Why are you still angry with God doesn’t he deserve your mercy when he has given you his? Run to the arms of your beloved Spouse and Savior who’s arms even in death was wide open saying “Father forgive them for they know not what they do” as he says to you today beloved you are forgiven run to my mercy, swim in the ocean of my mercy which is available for you. 

Jesus says to St. Faustina “I am sending you with My mercy to the people of the whole world. I do not want to punish mankind, but I desire to heal it, pressing it to My merciful Heart”…then again told her “Say unceasingly the chaplet that I have taught you. Whoever will recite it will receive great mercy at the hour of death. Priest will recommend it to sinners as their last hope of salvation. Even if there were sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from My infinite mercy. I desire that the whole world know My infinite mercy. I desire to grant unimaginable graces to those souls who trust in My mercy.”

God bless you guys.

A Curse of A Hardened Heart

Matthew 13: 14 So they show that what Isaiah said about them is true: ‘You people will listen and listen, but you will not understand. You will look and look, but you will not really see. Yes, the minds of these people are now closed. They have ears, but they don’t listen. They have eyes, but they refuse to see.

I came back from doing a message outside and he had given me “ Gods correction”. I was a bit concerned asking the Lord to show me the error of my ways and felt prompted to get 3 rhemas to get direction and I pulled  

Acts 28:26-27 Hardened Hearts

“Go to these people and say you will indeed hear but never understand and you will indeed see but never perceive. For these peoples hearts have grown dull and with their ears they can barely hear and their eyes they have closes lest they should see with there eyes and hear with their eyes”

So I was perplexed and sat with the Lord on my  bed in adoration and a flood of emotions came over me. Such grief and sadness because I understood that even in this pandemic and trial the Lord has allowed, many have not gotten it. Many still don’t understand or have a desire to repent, to draw nearer to the Lord and live for him.  The word “ curse of hardened heart” kept ringing in my mind.

Lord is there anything you want to say? My heart is breaking

Jesus began,

Yes my little one, how my heart and that of the Fathers is breaking for the people of the world. There has been a curse of hardened hearts released upon my people. How their love for me have grown cold even in this trial I have allowed to cover the whole world. You would think many would began to wake up to realize that not only am I real, that not only am I God, but that I am calling my people to a change of heart. I am calling my people back to their first love, but how very few have responded. Many are seeing this lock down as a time of relaxation, a time to get off work, a time to relax be with their families and binge watch shows. 

Many are taking opportunities to scoff and mock at my servants, at my prophets, who are speaking the truth. Calling the people to wake up from their slumber that I am indeed coming. How so many scoff at my wisdom and continue to incline themselves to their human reasoning. Many continue to draw to the earth climate change as the cause of these calamities. They are lies, lies, lies, formed by satan and the evil ones to take the minds and hearts of  my people away from the truth. Away from examining their conscience and continue to ignore that gnawing feeling that something is coming, that something is happening, that change needs to happen in their lives. No, instead they continue to feed their vanities, feed their flesh in this time with the latest news, new purchases as consolation and comforts from the void they feel in their hearts. 

Oh how my heart is breaking dear one it is because of you little ones who have indeed laid yourself down, humbled yourself and prayed that is why my mercy has been relentless, but how much longer what will it take my people. You obstinate minds and stiff necked natures you continue on about as it will be business as usual when these quarantines are lifted. Do you not see my hand in this? Do not ignore my calling any longer. The day of salvation is at hand and it is now. The door of Mercy will not be opened for ever my hardened heart ones. Indeed you have eyes, but you do not see me crying out all around you. To turn your heart back to me away from the word and your selfishness. You indeed have ears, but you do not hear the warning from my shepherds, prophets, and pastors. You do not hear the voice crying out in the wilderness make straight the way for the Lord. Rather you scoff and say I have heard it before, oh yea He his coming, but no one knows the day or hour. I tell you the fig tree is blooming and this is the season 

(here is quoting Matthew 24:32 “Now learn this lesson from the fig trees; As soon as its twigs het tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33 Even so, when you see all these things you know that it is near right at the door.34 Truly I tell you this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened”

You say there is no God and I need not to be held accountable for my life. For I only have one life to live, so I will live it to the fullest. Oh, but I tell you, you have eternity awaiting you. Eternity where everything will be put into account. My dearly loved ones I paid that price on cavalry to have you right next to me. 

Please heed my call. Please hear the cry of my heart and harden your heart no longer. Do not be like that thief on the cross who scoffed at his time of salvation. He did not know that that very cross, that very trial, that very moment was the moment of his salvation. Yet he rejected it and treated me with scorn and contempt, however the other thief recognized me in the midst of his pain, in the midst of his trial, in the midst of his cross. He heard the voice of his shepherd, he reached out and received his salvation. For he knew he deserved everything I had allowed and he knew my infinite goodness and mercy. So my mercy is yet again extended to you.  My mercy time and time again will not fail. It is fathomless and and abounding, but it will not be available forever my dear ones. Run to the arms of our merciful savior or when we meet you will be face to face with the just judge. My beloved ones, my brides please pray for these hardened hearted ones. Pray for this nation and the world. Pray against this curse of hardened heart that have caused many to continue on the road to destruction and have seared conscious, but nothing is impossible for me and my mercy will triumph over judgment pray for them.’

That was the end of Jesus message

Be The Light

This morning I was getting down from my bed and my computer fell from the top bunk and cracked. Furthermore, I had been chided by Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel of not taking care of things well. Which is so true because I had just got this computer fixed a week before so I was devastated and disappointment in myself. Since the Lord was telling me to began writing again. Also I do all my work on the channel using this laptop so I was frustrated thinking this had to be the enemy. 

I came before the Lord during prayer as I felt he began speaking to me. 

Jesus began,

“My beloved don’t be too hard on yourself. It would’ve been wise to leave it at a safer place, but who do you think knocked it over?”

The devils Lord

 Jesus responded,

“Yes, Beloved I want you from now on to anoint and bless any equipment or ministry materials you receive. The devils hate the assignment I have given you and  will do all they can to frustrate my plans, but I wont allow it. I do however allow these things to not only cause you to be aware, but to pray more and to grow in patience. An offering a gift you can give to me for the salvation of souls.”

Okay Lord forgive me I renounce frustration, impatience and bitterness.

Jesus continued,

“Now the readings I gave you and the songs I played were all about faith beloved. Did you  not ask me to make you a great women of faith?”

Yes Lord I just didn’t know the cost lol

Jesus responded,

“Well, my little one with great faith comes great test, great breaking and great patience endurance. Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not yet seen. To hope in the impossible takes great faith and great faith starts with a  small mustard seed of faith. So I’m not asking for your faith to be big more like I am asking you to hope greatly that I am who I say I am and that I can do all things. This generation will be known for the great exploits and showmanship of my power than any other generation. I am calling my people to have great hope in me, to believe as the times get darker so will great faith arise. It must arise to shader the darkness and cause the enemy to retreat. For so long my people have been held captive by fear, fear of the me, fear of delusion, fear of man and fear of the enemy, but I am calling my people to believe again, hope again in great faith the things that I will do in and through them. For those who are desiring to move in the supernatural gifts, it is available for you. The treasure of heaven is available for all my people all they must do is ask. I have a storehouse where the angels wait to hear the command of my people to release gifts,but my people don’t ask rather they fear it and walk in so much unbelief. Come to me my people come to the Father who owns a cattle on a thousand hills and gives to all generously who ask. Give yourself entirely to me in consecration and holiness and greater works will you do and see all for my glory.”

 Lord if I may I remember you told me that in order to have faith “take more risk”

Jesus continued,

Yes beloved one, my people fear being rejected or doubt the results of things,but step out in faith and obedience and allow me to do the rest. Rarely is there a time a sincere prayer is prayed for a soul and returned void. Sometimes the fruit you don’t see but there is always fruit when you step out in faith. So my people I’m calling faith to rise even in you now. Do you have the lame, sick around you step out in my love to touch them. I am their hope and believe I can and will do the impossible and I might just surprise you. (smiling) Im calling my people to count the cost and began to live out the life of what they say they believe

Do you believe I can raise the dead?

Do you believe I can heal the sick?

Do you believe I can open blind eyes?

Do you believe I can transform a hardened heart?

Do you believe I can do all these things through you?

If you say you believe then what are you doing about it?

My beloved ones take risk hope against hope believe I tell you believe ask for the this gift began to walk in them now. When you see someone in need ask for me to stretch out my hands through your heart and touch them and leave the results to me. Great works will I do in and through you

Lord Can I share the vision you gave me a while back is that okay?

Yes, beloved it will greatly inspire others and to what I have in store for this generation for those who believe . Remember deep faith comes from Intimacy with me.”

So I had a vision family, of a family member who was away from home. I received a letter from them and I was cleaning up my room. When I touched his envelope I immediately went into an open vision. I saw this family member being met by the youth leader of my church at the time and his friends in the parking lot of my church for prayer. The all laid hands on him and began to pray I was just watching. No street lights were on so it was dark however as they began to pray I saw little bulbs of light over my family members head. Then as I looked closely they were getting bigger and I realized they were angels. They began to descend and ascend up and down as they were praying for this family member. The light then overshadowed them all as they were all glowing. Then my family member changed into a man who I knew was on drugs and after they prayed he was completely transformed and restored. He was so in shock seeing the physical transformation of himself he asked to join us. We said sure, then there was a group of us as we went into the streets simply touching the homeless, prositutes, drug addicts and they were immeadielty healed by a touch. They too where in shock and all asked to follow us. Then I saw a dark hill, then one light, then two lights, then three and four then so forth until the whole hill was lite up then I cam out of the vision. The scripture that came to mind was “ a city on a hill”. Mt 5:14 

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.

 That is what this last generation will be like!

Jesus says, “Repentance Proceeds Revival”

March 20, 2020 Jouranl Entry

I had a dream this morning and towards the end a young girl was telling me of revival coming. I was talking to my Dad and  I was telling him oh how I had  a dream a while back explaining about a revival. Then I heard  in my heart

 “The Coronavirus will precede the greatest revival of the century”


 I began to think of what the Lord said about hearing thoughts early in the morning as a husband would talk to his wife. So I just woke up and came to my computer to write down anything  that was on the His heart.

Jesus, I am here early this morning smiling I believe you wanted to share your heart when I woke up.  So I wanted to be obedient as you told me too and just stop what I am doing and write down what you had to say my love.

Jesus began,

“My beloved one I am here and thank you for coming by faith to do what I asked.  Just write as I share my thoughts and heart with you. I desire for you to be more patient and solicitous for your brother. 

( Here is referring to a soul in the community).

 I am still working on his frame just as I am still working with you. No one has arrived yet my little one. So you were right to say that “you desire to understand rather than be understood”. When you began to understand those around you it begets compassion and empathy towards them as well. I want you to practice these things. Indeed these will all be useful for your mission. I am sending you to places not to be understood, but to understand and truly be my hands and feet of love dear one.”


Okay Lord please help me with that because I become so spent when I get home 


Jesus continued,

“I know dear, well leave some room for others. Even thought you want your own time, use that time for others dear one. Remember we are doing this together. I am always with you and I am always desiring to hear others, see from their stand point and love them where they are at. In time they will open up a conversation that give you room to share truth. So be patient, kind and loving. Always think of others more than yourself. You can never go wrong with that

 Yes, Lord

I do desire to share with you the thoughts you had after that dream. This is a message of encouragement to my people and my bride little one. Indeed the Coronavirus will precede the greatest revival of this century. I have heard the cry of my people, those who have laid their lives down seeking my face, repenting, crying out for a move of my spirit. It is coming my people, it is coming, but it comes with a cost . My people, repentance proceeds a move of my spirit. I have allowed this virus to bring my people who are called by name to repentance. Deep repentance and reformation of their lives. No longer will I continue to tolerate, lukewarmness. Did I not say either be hot or cold or I would spew you out ? (Revelations 3:16) 

No longer will I tolerate comprise in my church, in the hearts of my people. Many call me Lord, Lord, but do not do as I say (Luke 6:46). No longer will I tolerate Idolatry, how this nation that I birth from the heart and hands of your for fathers have turned against me. You have allowed foreign Gods into this nation and have erected Baals  all over your country. Oh my people repent, many will so how have we been idolatrious Lord? With your affections my people,  any affection that is put above your God is an idol. You have made idols of people. You have made an idol of sports, hence it was my doing shutting down these gatherings that have been a distraction and would have caused them to lose their souls. Yes, many know the stats, the names, tattoo these things on them and on their heart.  Many fight to get so many things, you look up to these lowly ones in idolatry, yet you still don’t see how you have fallen way from me.My church is in ruin as well , where many shepherds are filing their bellies with the food of my people and their own vain glory. Not with truth, but with error and compromise so the little ones who are serious about become ostracized because they are taking me too seriously. 

My shepherds I called you to lay your lives down for the flock not build your empires with my flock. Please people repent and turn from your ways.  Many of my people watch things that sicken my heart, that disgust me. Impure shows, songs, you leave your eyes to look at young men and women with such lust. Did I know say if you have lusted after a women or man in your heart you have committed adultery? (Mt. 5:28) Oh adulterers repent of your ways my people, repent. Then there is lack of modesty as well in clothing and what is watched and listened too, it is aborent to me .Many of my people wear clothing that draws attention to their bodies and not my spirit. My daughters didn’t I say if you have roused a man to lust you too are also guilty , repent my people. It has become a matter of a fact in your culture and especially your nation. 

This nation that I have raised to be a beacon of righteousness has caused many other nations to fall into harlotry. So I am calling for reformation, reforming of my church, of my people, of the nations dear one. To reform your lives little ones is to run away from these sins, to rend your hearts knowing that you have been displeasing to me and then to change . Change from your ways of offenses. I do not even want to began speaking on the thoughts of the hearts of my people. Do you understand that I dwell with in you to the least among the greatest. Every thought that passes through your mind is known in heaven. All of heaven hears you, so I ask you if you heard  these things would you be embarrassed? Would you repeat your thoughts out loud? No, my people you wouldn’t. Did I know say that every idle word you would be held accounted for (Mt. 12:36). Not just what passes through your lips but what passes through your heart. 

So many of my people are held captive by gossip, slander, bitterness, resentment, unbelief, and unforgivness of themselves and their brothers, Yes, you desire for me to forgive you of your sins but ignorer to forgive you, you also must forgive my people. 

This is a time of deep searching, deep purifying, and deep repentance. I will not put the new wine in the old wine skin. It must be a pure vessels unto honor. Those who are willing to be living sacrifices and do my will alone. For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother (Mt. 12:50). So revival indeed is coming. It will unfold before your eyes little one. All that you have desired to see, souls on fire for me, in love with me alone, holding know other affection besides my will. That day is coming very soon but repentance must take place. So to my shepherds, my preachers, my teachers and prophets. Out with the old and in with the new. No longer preach this tainted prosperity gospel which I never walked or had my apostles pen, but man have made their own gospel and their own Jesus. Began to cry from the rooftops Repent, repent, repent , for the kingdom of God is at hand and his glory is coming to those who avail themselves.”

I responded, Lord these are strong words

Jesus responded,

Yes ,beloved my words are spirit and life. It gives life to the bones, I am calling the dead bones to rise. Oh I love my people and my brides. I am calling them all back to me and having to use this measures to prepare them for what is ahead and in preparation for my coming.”

Thank you lord for the grace to hear your voice, to walk in obedience to you and for a life giving word Love you Jesus help me to be faithful

That was the end of Jesus message

-From Jesus with Love

Stock Up…. To Give To The Poor

March 17, 2020,Journal entry

I was doing the Lord supper, however all these thoughts are coming to my mind as I was praying the rosary. I felt in my heart, the Lord wanted to speak. Although, I wasn’t done yet nor had I received him in communion yet. So I decided to stop praying for a second and allow him to share His heart with me. I thought to myself something Mother Clare says all the time “The rosary is indeed a ladder to Jesus”. As I thought if Blessed Mother has taken me to your heart already through the rosary prayer. I don’t want to follow routine and not hear from him because usually I begin the Lords Supper then, do all of my prayers. Then I receive the Lord and sit with him for a while in hopes he will speak or share his heart at that time. However, this time in the middle of me praying he began speaking. I have been so used to a routine before coming to the community but once I got here Father Ezekiel encouraged me to be free with the Lord a bit more.

As he brought up a funny scenerio that many of us christians do in prayer. So he said to many times the Lord wants to speak to us but we put him off because we are praying to him. Think of it this way or imagine Jesus literally walking up to you as you are on your knees in prayer. He taps you on the shoulder and you turn to him and say “wait, give me a second Jesus I am praying”, LOL. Right, it wouldn’t make sense that the very person your praying too wants to talk but your so caught up in the routine of prayer that he has no room to speak to you. So that is what came to my mind and thats why I decided to stop and listen to him rather than finish my prayers because prayer is a ladder to His heart, to conversate with God. When you reach that place in his heart and hear him there is no need to go any further,but thank him.

So I stopped and came before Jesus saying, My beloved Lord what is on your heart?

Jesus began,
I have a message from my people beloved one, that was indeed my heart you saw when I was crying profoundly at the indifference and unbelief of my brides, Of my people. Who say they love me with their lips but, their heart are far from me. I come to them under the guise of the poor, the homeless, the lowly neighbor but, they walk right past me as if I was invisible, because I am to them. Their love for me has grown so cold beloved and how it breaks the Father’s heart. Thank you for listening to the prompting of my Mother and began writing. Truly the rosary is a ladder straight to my heart dear one

I said, Sorry Lord, I kept trying to silence the thoughts you were giving me. I thought it would be best to receive you then write


Jesus continued,
Well, Yes beloved I love when you receive me. We become one but, remember the Lord supper is not just a ceremony. I am physically present and imagine if I was at dinner with you and I wanted to speak with you. Would you tell me wait, lets finish this meal then we can talk? No, beloved we converse through out the whole dinner.

(I began chuckling in my head,… that is so true) 

That is who I am and that is how I want my brides to see and know me. No longer about religion and routines dear one but, a personal familiar relationship that I have with you that I want you to share. Now back to my heart dear one, Oh my people lament truly lament for your nation. There is great hope but, it comes with a cost and a price are you willing to pay? Stop storing up for yourselves treasures and food items that will indeed be eaten up by moths (which he is quoting Matthew 6:19) but, store up to give it away to the poor. Truly by giving to the poor your treasures are stored in heaven. Indeed a spirit of fear, unbelief and avarice have been released on the whole world like never before because of the pandemonium many are storing up. Especially my people, why store up when I have called you to give? For is it not better to give then receive (which he is quoting Acts 20:35) You see even when Joseph was warned of the seven year famine in Egypt it was not only for  himself, his country but, people from all nations came in order that they may be sustained by his store house. So my beloved ones, If I have given you an inclination to store up for the times to come upon your nation it is not just for you but for your neighbors, for the poor, for the single mothers ,  and the widows. Those who are not financially able to help themselves. You become a source of provision for them.

If you think you call me Lord and yet store up goods just for yourself, your family, and think I am pleased you are badly mistaken my dear ones. This is a time of testing that has come upon the whole world and there is much more to come that will test the hearts of my people. To purify them and show them who they are truly standing before me. It doesn’t take much at all my dear ones to see the fragments and particles in your heart I want out, I want out, my people out. The world has creeped into the heart of my beloved ones and I want it out! Trust in me alone me to be your sustenance and give like never before in this time of trial and testing. When you give my protection covers you, surrounds you and your loved ones as you look to me as your providential Father and mirror that of your generous Father who gives to all who ask (Matthew 7:11). So If you must store up, store up to give it all away and to all who ask my dear ones. I am with you and give you now the grace to receive these words and be generous givers.

That was the end of Jesus message

-From Jesus With Love

We Are In The Days Of Noah

March 13, 2020 Journal Entry

I had someone very close to me call yesterday. I was really glad to hear from that because I wanted to thank them for a book and a card they had sent me. Boy was I in for a surprise because I hadn’t talked to this person for a while and it seemed they had much on their heart.

I have mentioned to you guys in the previous post that I was just getting my confidence in hearing From Jesus again and sharing the messages he was giving me. 

I had posted a message about President Donald Trump on my Facebook page just a few days earlier before receiving this call. The Lord was affirming his re-election and presidency. So this person wasn’t too happy about that. They were very angry and disappointed about things the Lord had told me to share on social media. I knew it was the enemy speaking through them to discourage me from writing or having faith that I was hearing from the Lord because that is exactly where he hit.

As this person went on to say that I wasn’t hearing From Jesus and not only that I would get more likes and gain popularity if I would stay away from prophecies, end times message and politics because in every generation they always say “Jesus is coming” and no one knows the day or the hours. That I should just focus on preaching the gospel like other ministers do. At first I was a bit shocked then all I could do was laugh inside because I knew it was sooo the enemy really trying to discourage me from writing. As the person continued to rant on the phone I thought to myself “really Satan that all you got”.  He is good at doing that for all those who desire to follow Jesus whole heartedly. The Lord releases a grace on you and the enemy can see the areas you are struggling with. As his demons taunt you with doubt, unbelief, and fear concerning what the Lord is calling you to do. You struggle interiorly and even in prayer you cry out to the Lord about it. Then satan sends someone to tempt you or scorn you concerning that very thing. To cause you to question, second guess yourself or feed into that doubt. However, if you recognize him immediately that he loses every time. We all can be used by the devil, he uses weak Christians to attack others. I have been there myself.

This is the second time the, the devil, has pulled this one on me. I remember in my second year walking with Jesus I would press in fervently in the Lord presence in prayer at my apartment. It seemed my life had become just work and prayer. I wasn’t seeing any real fruit then nor any real consolations so I found myself being discontent, frustrated and thinking about being more laxed. The thought kept rising in my head “just live a little”, go out have some fun”..Remember the old days, see you gave your life to the Lord and look at it now, its not fun at all”. As all these thoughts assailed me I did tell the Lord in prayer that I just wanted to live a little because my life was just all about prayer, but soon realized how foolish it was and repented.  I even did a blog about it, you can read here.

Then the very next day my brother in law comes over and says the exact same words to me. That I am not called to be a pastor and I am trying to be “holy ,holy” I should just live a little.  I thought to myself waaaa, was he here in my apartment yesterday when I was crying?? Of course not, but the demons were and they knew very well how to tempt me. All I could do was laugh thinking “uh uh not today Satan, not today”. Imagine if I would’ve listened to those senseless thoughts and suggestions from the devils and others. I wouldn’t be where I am with Jesus today, 4 years later.

So after this person got done giving me their opinion, I kindly told them I respected their stance, I loved them, but I had to listen to the Lord and wasn’t at all interested in likes or popularity only Gods will. After I got off the phone I wasn’t even offended, but I did repent for impatience and frustration in my heart towards them.  It actually made me want to pray more because I realize how so many, even Christians are blinded and hardened to the reality of the times that we are living. So I stayed up and prayed for them and souls who are just like him.  They just don’t know, Father forgive them because I too was one as I came before Jesus saying,

Lord, do you have anything on your heart you would like to share?


Jesus began,

I’m here little one, continue to write my beloved thank you for stopping to discernment.

(I had to stop because the voice I was hearing was very condescending on others and I knew it wasn’t the Lords heart So the first two readings got “laziness”, and “long life” in the BP to walk in the way of the Lord. So I bound any lying spirits and continued to write)

Jesus continued,

yes by faith beloved continue writing by faith. We are one and I do dwell within you as I mentioned I am a breath away.  It truly is easy as breathing just write what is flowing from your heart little one. I am indeed  astounded at the profound unbelief in my body and in my brides little one. So many have made me a “thing”, a “religion”, or even “a religious idea”, but they truly have no faith to believe in me or in my words little one. How it grieves me, so many have taken my words, my promises and my warnings for granted. This soul was right to say that many ministers preach the gospel, but it’s just their own gospel it is not my gospel dear one. You are called to do My will and not the will of man. How many chosen shepherds have strayed away because of the fear of man. Strayed way because of the scorn and contempt they would face if they spoke truth and lived by the truth, but I am upsetting the apple cart. I am doing a new thing. I am raising the lowly, the over looked, the rejected, the unwise, and unlearned. 

Those who will follow me and worship me alone in spirit and truth. Those who will lay down their lives for my service and that of their brothers. Those who care not of the accolades, the respect or honor of men, but live for what heaven says alone. We are indeed in the days of Noah. Oh how my faithful servant tarried for so many years, 120 years to be exact. What do you think the people said, the same thing they say now. “Your foolish, your calling bluff, your crying wolf, your inciting fear, preach something we want to hear, what rain..it has never rained.”

As my people say, “what coming?”. “Yes, you have been saying the Lord is coming for a while now, for years, even centuries”, but my people have fallen asleep. Oh how my apostles faced the same scrutiny and contempt in preaching the coming kingdom. So do not be dismayed or discouraged my little one, you may be small in stature, but in me you stand tall and will continue to do so. Tell them my beloved one of their offenses towards me. Tell them I am indeed coming and I am looking for pure hearts and clean hands. Those who have ears to hear will hear. Those who continue to rely on their own opinion, own agendas and own desires will fall at the waste side. Pray for them dear ones, pray for them fervently. For your King is coming and has his reward in hand!

 This is all for now my little one, my very precious little one .I love you dearly my beloved child. Go now in the peace and courage of your God.”

-From Jesus With Love

The Power Of Your Prayers

March 14, 2020


I woke up that day feeling somewhat somber, it had snowed and there was no sun. I left the front community house and went into St. Joseph’s hermitage to pray. I love being away, alone with my beloved. Just to contemplate him, to pour out my heart to him and just to be in his presence.

Whiles in prayer, praying the rosary I saw Blessed Mother so beautiful in her glory.  She was hovering over every prayer petition listening so attentively and then acting on it immeaditley. First I prayed for the schools and I saw her hovering over all the universities praying along side with me, then I prayed over the children as she extended her arms and mantle over all the children of the world. Then I prayed over all the mosque and nations of Islam for conversion. I saw her hovering over different mosque releasing graces and dictating  prayers in her authority. Indeed she is truly the Queen of Heaven. In awe at this vision and still a bit unsure I came before the Lord after prayer saying,

Lord is there anything on your heart? I feel as though you were giving me some thoughts on the power of prayer. Oh Lord by faith I write ( I said smiling),l forgive me Lord


Jesus began,

Oh my little one, my beloved one, I am right here. I see how you have been assailed with so many doubts and fears. This is an assignment not only against you, but the community, and the world at large especially in your nation. I want you all to began praying against a spirit a fear, doubt, and unbelief. Run to my Mother in the rosary to take down this strong man of fear. That will keep many captive, held in darkness and many moving by their emotions rather than my will. So please pray against these things. Truly, when your focus is kept on me alone, I alone am your rock and will give you peace. I alone am your anchor admits the prevailing winds and waters that desire to turn you away from the direction I am taking you dear one, so pray.

 I do want to talk with you concerning the power of prayer. Indeed how sublime it is. It’s never by the eloquence of your speech, how much scripture you know or the words you even say, but it’s about the condition and state of your heart. Prayer is to look within yourself, where I dwell and lift all things to heaven. Wether it’s good or bad and give me thanks. It is to yield yourself to the will of the Father and placing yourself in your rightful position. Right before my throne, trusting confidently that I hear the petition of your heart. Your every thought and sigh that is lifted to me. For you are indeed seated in heavenly places. Oh how my people have lost this and continue to walk in unbelief and lack of faith in prayer. Do they not realize I desire to move through my vessels when they pray. 

History is indeed written by prayer. If the knew the power of their most simplest prayer revival, change would’ve have come so long ago, but once again traditions and eloquence of man have taken their position instead.

 Many shy away from prayer because of so many lies that have creeped in the church. That you must be anointed, that prayer is a gift some have and some don’t. That you must be able to prayer with large words or intention, or the worst of all that you can’t pray as a sinner. That I wont hear you. Lies, lies lies, I hear the prayers of the most lowliest of people and of the most wicked. For the sun shines on the righteous and the unrighteous (Matthew 5:45).

 It is about the state of your heart. If anyone would pray with belief, faith, and trust that I will hear them. I am there with ears opened to hear what they say knowing already their need before thy speak (Matthew 6:8). All of heaven hears the prayers of the people on earth. The most purest of hearts are those prayers said by those who pray my will. So that is the most important thing to seek when praying. Is to seek my will and give me thanks for what I do and I allow. 

 Also my Mothers prayers are POWERFUL. So many lies have been told concerning the rosary. How the demons hate her and her intercession. They will do anything to stop or hinder the prayers of the rosary from going forth, but I will not allow it. Tell them to pray the rosary, pray with intention and wholeheartedness. Seek to have my Mother as their prayer partner. Just as you saw, as you pray she takes every request as her own and she stays with those request until it comes to fulfillment according to my will. Indeed her Immaculate Heart will triumph in the end. I say all these things to encourage you, those in the community and my little ones who are praying. Who feel they is no fruit to be seen or found. My people continue to pray, keep praying. Your are sowing seeds on good soil, fields and grounds. In time very soon there will be copious fruit ripe at the seems. As praises rise up from the ends of the earth because of my mercy and faithfulness. So pray, dear ones pray.” 

-From Jesus With Love

You Are My Treasure

March 12, 2020


 I woke up this morning with my body feeling so sore and very uneasy. I wasn’t sure if I had offended the Lord in anyway or it was a suffering because it was really hard to connect  with Jesus in worship. However, all the songs he was playing over me were about His peace and not to fear so I felt in my heart this was an attack of some sort. 

I ended up talking to Mother Clare and Father  Ezekiel last night for a while. iI was a rough day when I felt so discouraged thinking I had been deceived in discernment with one of the messages I got from Jesus.  It took me into self pity real fast. 

However, they both helped me discern that message in question was from the Lord. Help me Lord, truly to combat this fear, doubt and unbelief in hearing your voice.

Then the community gathered together in the morning and Blessed Mother began to speak to Mother Clare.  She was crying because she had missed their intimate relationship they once had, It was so sweet and encouraged me to go much more deeper with Blessed Mother when praying the rosary as well. We prayed for those affected with the virus. After receiving the Lord I feel so at peace thank you Jesus!

I came to him saying, My beloved Lord is there anything on your heart?

Jesus began,

“’I am right here beloved indeed the graces are flowing on this mountain, in this community in a beautiful way. You all are my faithful ones.  The ones who answered the invitation to my banquet when my Father called. You are the lame, the crippled and blind ones in the eyes of the world, but to me you are my beautiful treasures. For it is the sick that are in need of God not the righteous. Many have turned aside and walked in their own way, but you all have been faithful to endure and preserver with every test that has come against this community and because of your love for me you have withstood every attempt to get you off this mountain. So you all will be richly rewarded indeed encourage, your brother.

(Here Jesus speaking of a soul in the community, one of my brothers. Who has been desiring to hear the Lords voice, but feel hopeless in his efforts)

Many have the same sentiments. Your brothers, tell them in time as they press in the very same grace to hear and see me will given to them. They must just excercise their faith and cast away doubt, fear, pride and comparison. Which stops many from entering into conversations with me . You know a thing or two about that beloved.

(At this point I was writing, but still doubting and of course as usual Jesus reads my thoughts)

 Please stop your worrying, how that hurts me so much. Your lack of trust and confidence in me after all I have done and all we have been through Mary Elisha. 

(My heart just melted when he said that)

 I desire to talk with you. I desire to fellowship and communion with you. If I could have my way we would talk for hours, but it would be too much for your mind to comprehend little one. My words are of eternal importance so I must give you a little at a time. There is only so much you can take in, meditate on, and apply to your life circumstances. Even now I see the intensity you are feeling. These will go with time, remember the enemy hates this more than anything beloved. He will do whatever he can in order to take this grace and gift from you. He will do this with all of you so share with them some of the obstacles you have had to overcome in hearing me.”


Lord sorry I guess I didn’t want to inflate myself or stir anyone up in jealously because I have been there,. You know like “Ooh I am hearing from the Lord”.


Jesus responded,

“Well my beloved one it’s not about you dear. It’s for other so please share. It will strengthen your brethren and those who desire this intimacy with me”


Okay Lord

That is all for now little one continue to come before me every day and allow me to express my heart to you dear. Continue to pray for this community, and Mother Clare especially she will need much wisdom and discernment in the coming days for precise direction. I love you so much words could not be enough to say. You are my beloved in whom I am well pleased.

– From Jesus With Love

“Many Have Taken My Mercy For Granted, Pray!”

I had just come from a ministry trip down in the valley and from talking to Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel about how it went. I was headed back to my place when I  saw my brothers outside conversing so I joined them for a bit although it was pretty late. I got home around 11:30 pm and I  was so tired. However, I desired to seek the Lord to see what was on his heart for me to do with the rest of my evening I got “Laziness”  in the Bible Promises. 

I knew it was about me journaling because I told him when I got back today I would journal tonight to hear his heart, but anxiety was overtaking me again….goodness. So I asked the Lord again and got “Hospitality” which always means to me for me He is wanting me to use my gifts. I knew it, so I asked the Lord again if he wanted me to journal got “Holy Spirit”.


Per my previous blog the Lord has impressed on my heart to begin journaling daily again.  Oh boy how I was still struggle with that…easy as breathing huh ,Lord lol. That morning I had to rush through prayer because we had to go down to the valley to visit our neighbors and what fun that was.  Since being up here on the mountain the Lord had put it on Mother Clare heart to start a food ministry. Where we go door to door giving families in the valley at the base of the mountain food but also ministering to them the love of Jesus.  We started with 8 families just simply knocking on doors asking if they wanted food. It has since grown to 16 people and 13 families in total we now do bible study with and some even receive communion!

I hold their names, their prayers and family situation deep in my heart. Most that day were welcoming, but I just felt in my heart that many had dead faith you know. I’m not sure if I’m being presumptuous, but maybe I am. Everyone seemed to say they knew the Lord but seemed so formal in their conversation about him. I was sensing that I needed to pray “the dead bones would rise in the valley and dead faith be set a flame for the Lord. Here I am praying for dead faith to come to life upon my neighbors when I am struggling with the same thing. Faith to believe that Jesus will speak to me and that he wants to speak to me.

So I came before Jesus with all these thoughts in my heart from what had taken place that day. Lord  you wanted me to come before you believing you would speak to me by faith. I am coming to you to hear your heart.

Lord is there anything you want to say?


Jesus began,

“My heart is breaking for this nation my beloved one. They have no idea what things are in store for them. Terrible, terrible, plans that man and the evil one have concocted to cause this nation upheaval and distress. I want you to pray, pray, pray, little one. Pray for your nation, pray for your president, and pray for your loved ones that they may see the truth. Past the media lies, see the truth past the walls in their conscience they have created in order to not go any deeper with me. Many are so blind by the numerous offenses and sins that are done against me every day. Many have taken my mercy for granted dear one, but I will no longer keep relenting if the hearts of the people in this nation continue on in their stiff neck ways. Then I must allow what is planned to wake many up, my little one. How my heart grieves for my children. So many that continue to reject my love and spit on my mercy. Many who call themselves my own feel they have no need of my mercy because in their eyes they are good. They are in right standing with me, but that is just it..it’s in their Own Eyes and not in my mirror. Pray that hardened hearts would be soften and they would be willing to take a good look in my mirror and be humbled. Remember in the Rick Joyner book how he too shuddered at the door of judgment but, once entering through the door found it to be the greatest treasure and door in heaven. He then asked that he may come to know my judgments more clearly on earth that he may serve me more perfectly. 

(As an aside here Jesus is referencing to the Rick Joyner book called “Final Quest” which I encourage every believer to read!)

Jesus continued,

I have given you that grace daughter and have answered that prayer, you prayed so long ago. Now pray for your brethren to do the same. To seek my judgments here on earth that they may indeed serve me more perfectly and that they wouldn’t then be judged when they see me at the throne.”

I said,

 Lord I hope this is you. 

( I was hesitating, doubting thinking these were my own thoughts. Furthermore, I was struggling because the words didn’t seem as regal and wise as Mother Clare’s “Jesus”,  or St. Faustina’s “Jesus” etc. You see, here I was comparing myself with others. I’m such a hotmess, Lord forgive me. 

Jesus sensed these thoughts in my heart and said,
“Keep writing my little one I speak to you in a way that you will understand and others will understand as well. As simple as a child because that what you are to me, my child. That is all for now my dear one, continue to come before me every day writing because it’s not for your sole benefit. As I mentioned before, but for others my dear one. This fast is very serious and I take your prayers and those of the community very serious. It’s a sweet aroma to me and all of heaven, so continue to pray for your nation and your prayers will be honored. Now rest in me tonight beloved”

-From Jesus With Love