Intimacy with God: “Your Always On My Mind”

“Your Always on My Mind, Am I On Yours?”

Hey family,

The Lord really wanted to have me continue to teach on intimacy with him  being in love with God. So in this series will be speaking on “Purity” because when you are in love with someone they are always on your mind right? In the morning you wake up your thinking of them, even dreaming of them, when you go to sleep they are on your mind lol. So is the same with God, when you are in love with him he is always on your mind. You see him in everything and everyone and that began with purity. A Pure bride is irroestiable to God, a  pure souls draws for the Holy Trinity to itself and becomes a temple for the Holy Spirit to dwell, For Jesus to rest and live and for the Father to make is throne.

For scripture says “The Pure in heart shall see God” so guys it very possible to see God with the eyes of your heart for that is where he dwells. That is where the kingdom of God is, it is within you but you must come before him in purity.  So how does one become pure you may ask? It is a work of God the more you spend time with him in his presence the more you become like him, the more you love him, the more you want what he wants because you know he is good and anything he ask of you or takes from you is for your good. So one step builds on another. The demons hate purity guys and have defiled it since the beginning so they will give  you thoughts and images that are not from the Lord you must discern. If they can’t get you to fear Gods presence then they will get you to have impure motives in all you do. You will began to seek Jesus for what you can get, seek him for your own desires and plans and do things out of self will rather than in the will of God.

So practically coming before the Lord when you spend time with you may have a lot of things on your mind and the devils are clever to bring up distractions. So get a peace of paper and write down your to do list, or all the things that are on our heart. Write them down and leave them there on that paper. That literally will clear your mind so you can enter into the Lords presence empty so that he can fill your mind. Then also lay all your concerns at his feet very literally you can then tell him your desires, your opinions about certain things that concern you than simply tell him you want what he wants. Whatever his plan is for those things you are willing to be made willing/ That is a powerful prayer because one thing the Lord gave himself no control over is your will. It is your will that the devils want and the Lord also desires. So when you surrender your will to the Lord than you can come before him in purity because he knows he can do whatever he desires because you want his will.

So simply say everyday “Lord make me willing to be made willing” in that he releases graces with the areas of self will your struggling with than turn your heart towards him so that you are willing for whatever answer he gives you.

As I have referenced before listen to the songs he plays over you …not just in your time alone but all day guys. He speaking all day to you. Listen carefully for the lyrics many times there is direction he is giving you and even in love songs he plays in stores or even at the bank its him singing over you. One time before I took my vows as a Franciscan when I was back home. I walked into the bank and the song was playing “Will you marry me” by ..I was flushed because I knew it was Jesus speaking to me lol I couldn’t help but laugh and smile as I told him “yes” but had no idea what that would entail. So when your mind is on him you see him in everything, in a butterfly the flutters by, in a warm smile from someone passing you buy, in the compliment someone gave you, in the heart shaped piece of toast or milk spill, or in a wet floor “caution sign” at Chipotle when your suppose to be fasting lol He does give warnings too and all of these things have happened to me. Indeed his is so very present all day  lol 

It’s important to “Seek Jesus for Who He is” as he has told me before “Seek me for me”. Ouch that let’s me know my motives are coming impure as I am coming before him to either get a word or direction from him rather than just being with him, My bridegroom that I love. Trust also must come with Purity as he has told me before as well “ You seek me but you don’t trust me so that is why you go off on your own”. So you can seek him but if we don’t trust his direction, his council then what is the point because you will continue on in self will and impure motives. Wanting to work out things, situations, circumstances and people on your own rather than doing it Gods way. That what he calls attachments and far too many of us are so attached to sooooo many things. As he has given me the rhema before “Detach detach your emotions are getting in the way” Oh boy I know a thing or two about that lol. He wants us completely detached from the things of the earth, outcomes and from creatures as well. To be only attached to him, his way and his will when we seek him.

You see Jesus not only wants your life, your heart but he wants your will. If you would trust him and surrender completely to all that he wants, all that he gives, all that he takes away because he has your best interest at heart and it is always the best outcome even thought many times we won’t understand. So you must trust him.

Remember, this is your bridegroom, he loves you, desires you, needs you and want to do life with you. So think of him when you wake up ask him what he wants to do with your day together. So you don’t get caught up in fruitless activities of the world that lead no where.  Think of him as you both are  working together, Think of him even when you have others around you, that he is right there in your midst what are you thinking? What are you saying or doing is it pleasing to your beloved bridegroom?, Think of him when you are going to sleep? What did you guys do to day? What consolations did he give you to show he was there with you? How did he speak through others today to show you his love? Think of him, leave him always on your mind.

My Beloved spouse do you have anything to add Lord

Jesus began,

“Oh my dear ones how I long for you with a longing you cannot comprehend only in eternity will you realize how I have labored for your love and the anguish of my soul to continue to wait when we can finally be together not as through a thin veil but face to face. I tell you that you can experience that even now in the secret garden of your heart I am invit

ing all my brides to join me there this week. Yes right now it may be the garden of gethsemane where I toiled in anguish over the cross set before me but how I was rejoiced over you because you  were worth it. Every bit of it, How I would do it all over again a million times over just to have you right next to my side beloved one. you are always on my mind do you know there is not once second that goes by that I am not thinking of you

I am known as the constant one and you are constantly on the mind of your God. As you sleep, when you awake as you go about your day I gush over you and oh but when you give me a grace or better even when you give me your time I am so excited, elated with joy that my beloved has chosen me from the other options that have pervaded her. she would rather spend time with me. You have no idea how that satisfies my thirst and longing for love. Yes I desire to be loved, I longed to be loved I need to be loved by you my beloved one. Oh please do come, come and allow to wash you clean allow me to heal the wounds of your heart and restore your peace and joy. Please come I am waiting even now. Allow me to cleans your mind and heart from all unrighteousness. Put my cloak of righteousness upon you and call you my pure irresistible bride who wants me and me alone. Come You are always on my mind.

 I think of what I created, I think of what I have birthed, I think of what I have in store for you beloved and I am in awe when you say yes , when you respond to my advances. how so few  respond or even tarry. please don’t disappoint me come. How I think of what you like, I set your day up not only with lessons but with great love notes all around you. Yes I too get excited in planned these thing, you know I have all eternity to do so.  (smiling) Yes ,I know you love birds the yellows specially so I planned at that very moment when you sat on the bench the yellow bird to be there to tell you I love you. I think of how you love those gourmet cookies so I make sure even when the store my be running low on stock I ensure that one package is left just for you because those are your favorite. I think of you as I set the moon at just the right angle to hit your window casting off the shadow filling your room with moonlight just to make you smile. Yes, I think of you. 

I know your favorite color is red so I make sure that the dress you love so much, the red one sits waiting for you to pick up. Just to see your joy as you put it on. Yes, I think of you, as I have butterflies flutter all around and about you even on the highways to let you know I am very present with you. Yes I think of you, I have your child come and run giving you a kiss and a hug for no apparent reason because that sweet hug and kiss was from me beloved to tell you how much I love you. Yes I think of you, as I leave a rose at the end of your steps on valentines day just to show you my love. Yes, I think of you, when I know you are seeking me for answers and unsure about what I have told you and when you get on the computer the answer in in the message you read, the book you pick up or a sign on a billboard. Yes, I planned all of these things before eternities time. My footprints, my love letters to my bride through out the day. You are indeed always on my mind beloved am I on yours? 

That was the end of Jesus message

Intimacy With God: “I Miss My Time With You”

“I miss my time with you”

Hello Family,

I woke up this morning, thinking of the Lord asking what was on his heart and I looked across my bed on the wall were remnants of dirt from from the guys building the house but as I looked more closely, it seemed to form an image of Jesus. It looked like he was walking on the shores but alone. I was seeing his back. It was like the picture Mother Clare used on the message “togetherness” but his bride wasn’t there. He seemed so sad, all these feelings came in my heart as I felt his grief yet again. Sure enough before doing the Lord supper I just felt led to get a reading from Mornings with Saint Therese and it said “Console Jesus” The trials of Jesus, what a mystery! He has trials then, He too? Yes, He has them, and often He is alone. He looks for consolers and can find none. He has trialsMany serve Jesus when He is consoling them, but few consent to keep company  with Jesus sleeping on the waves or suffering in the garden of agony?

So I knew my beloved Jesus was hurting and had asked me to do a teaching on intimacy. I came before the saying, Lord I feel this ties in with you desiring your brides to spend time with you and you feel alone.

 Jesus is there anything you would like to add?

Jesus began,

My beloved how my heart aches and longs for my  beloved but she runs off to the world merely seeing me as a decision, a short prayer, the scripture of the day, but I am much much more. Yes, I am your God but, I have also made myself to be your friend, bridegroom and I am a man who has needs. I long for your attention, how I need your love and devotion. Yes, I need you, your God need you. You are a masterpiece that fits perfectly to me nothing else will satisfy. Fear and Condemnation keep you from me but may I tell you there are tools of the enemy to keep my beloved spouse away from me. I know all things yet I love you, please no longer allow shame to keep you from me. The same tool that that was uses with Adam & Eve ho it broke me to pieces to see them run away, in fear, in hiding from me (Jesus was crying and I too was in tears feeling his heart that moment he called for them but they ran instead)..there God, their Father, their friends, their healer and restore. 

Only if they would’ve come acknowledged their error how I was ready to forgive and retire them but yet thy fear me instead and continues to blame each other. My beloved ones fear and shame have stolen years away from me. I created you for myself, do you understand that? That means I know every crack, every weakness, I know your form because I created you yet I love you dearly and desire you next to me. I no longer want quick morning routines to get me out of the way but, I desire to do life with you and spend all my time with you. Would you ask me to help you with breakfast? with the kids? Help you with work? Go on walks together, runs to the grocery store they are most fun when I do it with you. I love to be included in every aspect of your life, yes even the difficult and ugly areas as you would say. Don’t shy away from me or push me away. Invite me to these areas, invite me in these occasions, invite me into your whole day and you will see how I make my presence known to you. You will see how much more peace and resolve you feel at the end of your day when we do life together.

Afterwards as I was praying the rosary, all these images and emotions where flooding me as I prayed the sorrowful mystery since it was Tuesday. I saw Jesus on the cross just like in the images of the passion. As I prayed the third mystery I saw Jesus now being beaten by the roman soldiers making fun of him. Then he being tied up in the dungeon underground awaiting his walk to calvary. I saw blessed Mother in tears bending down right where Jesus was hanging and I was right next to her with my ears to the ground as he was beaten and downcast in the dungeon. 

Then I saw vision of him circled by  a mob of people punching him with their fist and also beating him with by clubs before he was taken to pilot. I saw even the children spitting at him, mocking him even the ones that he had healed which broke my heart even more. The demons had even taken over the children and how that hurt him the most. I began to cry, and cry because I was right there watching the mob so overtaken by the intensity of hatred they had for him and how they beat him. 

Indeed he should’ve died, no human could’ve withstood the blows, but I knew angels were ministering to him and given him heavenly strength as was shown to St. Anne Emmerich. Then I saw Jesus back on the cross, I was at the foot of the cross with blessed Mother crying and crying remembered all the good he had done for mankind, for these people, for me. 

The goodness and love of God on the cross for us as I cried and cried overwhelmed with sadness. Then again saw Jesus being handed to blessed Mother when he died. She then handed him to me his bride to hold, then we were in the tomb and Blessed Mother told me to stay with him there again as I cried, and cried remembering the I had put him there with my sins. How lonely Jesus was now in the tomb all alone and desiring his brides to respond to him even now to also stay with him in the tomb in this hour. Spend time with him ❤

-From Jesus with love

Overconfidence and The Power of The Sign of the Cross

journal entry from april 10, 2020

Hey Family,

We here in the community are tucking in with the Lord this holy week in preparation for Easter.

Well we had an interesting incident occur 2 days ago would you believe we had a fire. So here in the community many times we are unable to take the trash down into town so we have an open space in the meadow where we burn our trash. Two of my brothers are the ones who take care of them and it happens about every other day. However, on this particular day it was very windy not only that he threw quite of bit of styrofoam installation in the trash pile. That was a no go, because we were unaware how flammable and how the degree from the installation carries over but oh boy now do we know. 

It was in the morning and I usually go up on the mountain ridge to pray and do the Lords supper. However,  for some reason I felt led to stay close to the house and pray right behind the sheep pen in the meadow. I now realize that was the Lord, because as I was praying I began to see a lot of smoke and that was a bit unusual to me. As we have burned trash before but never was the smoke so black and so much. However, I continued to pray as the smoke died down I thought everything was okay then I caught with the glimpse of my eye the fire had reached the grass by the sheep pen which I was behind and it was just a few feet away from the forest trees. I immeaditley got up and tried to radio for my brother Adam  who started the fire to no avail. However, another brother Freddy was in the house and I called to him that there was a fire and I wasn’t sure what to do. He said “Get water” lol. So I rushed and pulled the gallons of water we had next to the house near the sheep pen. He grabbed the water huge water jug and began to pour it on the areas of the grass where there was fire still going. On the remainder he just stepped on it with his shoes and we poured the water on the corner of the sheep pen where it was smoking. Wheew it was a close call thinking the fire was dead but we were wrong. As he went away and I sat down again I saw no flames inside the sheep pen roaring. I immediately jumped up this time and thought of St. Francis, how he would always do the sign of the cross in any situation. One time was about to have a surgical procedure where they had to use a flame to sterile the area. He commanded “brother flame” as he called all of Gods creation his brothers or sisters because they too were created by God, to not burn him and sure enough. He felt no pain when the flame touched his body. The fire had yielded to his command. So I then did the sign of the cross over the flames that were now roaring out of the roof of the sheep pan and commanding the flames to cease. I then asked the Holy Angels to please assist us in killing this fire. Then I ran to get my brothers again and just then two more of my brothers showed up as we raced against time to now kill this roaring fire before it spread. It took about 10 minutes, 2 more huge jugs of water to kill the fire completely in the shed.  

Once we were all done I went to go sit back down with the Lord in adoration as all these thoughts came to my mind. As I said to him 

Oh my goodness Lord, just witnessed a possible forest fire could’ve turned really bad but I thank you so much for your mercy and great compassion towards us that you allowed me to see that to call for help. I couldn’t help but think Lord this indeed a prophetic sign that you are speaking to us here in the community and also to affirm the word you gave about the Forest fires coming

Jesus is there anything on your heart?

Jesus began,

My beloved ones yes, I am here and this was a stark reminder and warning for over confidence. As I mentioned in the Lords supper yesterday

(as an aside here he was referring to the second reading he gave us during the Lords Supper we did together as a group the night before it was  1 Corinthians 10:1-12

“ For I do not want you to be ignorant of the fact, brothers and sisters that our ancestors were all under the club and that they all passed through the sea. They were all baptized into Moses in the cloud and in the sea. They all ate the same spiritual food and drank the same spiritual drink; for they drank from the spiritual rock that accompanied them, and that rock was Christ. Nevertheless, God was not pleased with most of them; their bodies were scattered in the wildness. Now these things occurred as examples to keep us from seeing our hearts on evil t things as they did. and do not grumble as some of them did and were killed by the destroying angle. These things happened to  them as examples and were written down as warning for us on whole the culmination of the ages has come. So if you think you are standing firm, be careful lest you fall.” 

I remember telling them all. Oh uh guys the Lord is telling us to watch out for pride there is a test of pride coming so we need to be careful not to grumble or complain or be overconfident in anything and sure enough the next day he allowed this.)

Jesus continued,

“I am calling you all to be more mindful not just of your thoughts, and attitude of heart but your as actions as well. Mother Clare was right to say that overconfidence causes you to do thing more in haste which causes error and can be detrimental for the community. I know you know a thing or two about, that why I want you to really adhere to Mother and Father wisdom and council. You will be sent out soon but, you too must be mindful of the small details little one. Truly some of the smallest decision can be life or death for those who I have called you to be care taker over beloved do you understand?” 

Me: Yes Lord I do please help me I can definitely be absent minded

Jesus continued

“Absent minded means to have your mind absent in the moment and yes beloved I love how you are always thinking of me but I am with you and with your mind truly on me I will keep it in the moment. So that you continue to stay diligent alert in the moment and doing all your actions even the smallest detail with love.”

Me: Okay Lord thank you so much please help us all here in the community to me more mindful 

Jesus responded,

“I am doing that even now and this was indeed to affirm the message I have given you beloved. Please when I give you a word and you confirm its from me get to work beloved. I desire my people to hear the word now beloved this calamity is knocking at their door and my desire is that they would prepared and ready. You were right to first pray and make the sign of the cross indeed even fire which I created bows down to me beloved. My people, prayer and the sign of the cross with all sincerity and intention is powerful. You are provoking the God head, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit all that we are to your circumstance or situation. That is why many saints used the sign of the cross to cause creatures, people, circumstances, demons and element to submit to my will. So as you see these forest fires come about and they are very near to you my people began to pray. Use the sign of the cross to bless your house, to bless your community, to bless your forest area Iands and I promise you I will leave you unharmed or untouched. Use the sign of the cross where the forest is blazing and I will send my angels to come and assist too tame the fires down . So now I am given you insight to the authority, grace and anointing I have given you my people to use in order to bring my glory forth and to show case my mercy. Please adhere to these words my little ones, my beloved one I am with you all.”

Thank you Lord!

-From Jesus with Love

Intimacy with Jesus: “When You Are In Love With God”

The Lord desires that I do a series on Intimacy with God: When you are in love because there is all the difference when you love God and when you are in Love with him. For the times that are coming upon the earth it’s you have to be in love with him to withstand the onslaught. 

 

Not only that but it is Holy week and Jesus is desiring and longing for the very real presence of his bride. He wants are hearts and mind off of the world and preparing ourselves for our wedding with him!! Eek He desires that you too would see and hear him this grace is available for everyone..” he isn’t an easy catch” as he says lol. You must desire him above all things and persons of this world..just as when you are on love with some one you pursue them. You don’t give up so easily. So will will be breaking down some pointers and seeking the Lord as to what he has to say about how to fall in love with him

When You Are In Love With Some One You:

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*Want to Spend All Your Time With Them

*They Are Always On Your Mind (Purity)

*You  Share Everything with them (Togetherness & Sorrows and joys)

*You Are Faithful and Loyal To Them

-From Jesus with Love

Forest Fires Are Coming

Hello Family this message was given to me April 4, 2020 in my journal entry and prophetically has come to passed with all the fires raging in our nation.

I came before Jesus in prayer saying,

Lord here I come before you in faith again, you played two songs about wanting to speak to me. So I know your heart is burdened. Then I felt led to use the bible to get some scripture readings from you and the word 

“Baruch” came in my heart and sure enough the first reading I got was from the Book of Baruch extended letter from Jeremiah 

(side note these scriptures the Lord gave me two were from the Apocryphal book of the Old Testament. The reason they are not included in our Protestant bibles because they were removed because the Jewish scribes didn’t believe the books were inspired. The original 1611 KJV contained the Apocrypha, it was removed in later editions.  The book of Ben Sirach or Ecclesiastic is in the Orthodox bible and is considered a book of wisdom. The Book of Baruch is extension of the prophets the theme is that the salvation of Israel is found on wisdom so just a background first for those that may protest how the Lord gave me this word )

So as I opened the bible my fingers fell on verse 62..of the Book Baruch wouldn’t you know. concerning fire falling from the skies on forest

Baruch 6:62 “and fire, sent from on high to burn up the mountains and the forest, carries out its command. But these false gods are not their equal, whether in appearance or in power.” then the second reading was from

Ezekiel 3:14-17

And the spirit lifted me up, and took me away, and I went off my spirit any and bitter for the hand of the Lord pressed hard on me. Thus I came to the  exiles who lived at Telabib by the river Chebar and there where they dwelt, I stayed among them distraught for seven days at the end of the seven days the world of the Lord came to me:

Son of man I have appointed you a sentinel for the house of Israel When you hear a word from my mouth you shall warn them for me

Third reading I got was Ben Sira 17:24-29

But to the penitent he provides a way back and encourages those who are losing hope!

Turn back to the Lord and give up your sins. pray before him and make your offenses few. Turn again to the Most high and away from iniquity, and hate intensely what he loathes. Who in Sheol can glorify the Most High in place of the living who offer there praise? The dead can no more give praise than those who have never lived; they who are alive and well glorify the Lord. How great is the mercy of the Lord, and his forgiveness for those who return to him!

Lord I can’t help but think there are  more calamities coming and you want me to warn yet again

Jesus began,

“Yes beloved why do you continue to cowar in fear?”

Well to be honest Lord, I tremble at your word and more importantly I don’t want to lead anyone astray with these words. Thinking they are from you when they are from me. As you can see I am still struggling with unbelief. Oh help me Lord

Jesus responded,

“Oh my little one, truly I need you to trust me more and more beloved. Trust what I have called you to be and trust the words I speak to you. In later times you will go back and see how clearly you have heard from me” 

Lord and what about discernment? I struggle with that too when I get rhemas that really don’t clearly confirm its you speaking to me, but then I also get readings to not delete the messages. In fear it makes me want to stop altogether and just let it sit there for a while until i get some clarity

Jesus responded,

Well that is wisdom beloved. When it doesn’t seem clear always go to others. I have made Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel your third legs of discernment. So go before them and even then when you are unsure re-read what I have spoken. Even if they may be strong words if it leaves you with a profound peace, understanding, and direction dear one then many times it is from me. I will use your writings and your journals to teach others discernment. I desire to speak to all my brides but, many are so afraid and walk in unbelief. So I do want you to teach them about intimacy. For out of intimacy will flow greater trust and confidence in my words to them little one”

 okay Lord thank you for the understanding. So those scriptures Lord are they heralding warnings for things to come again?

(at this time guys I was getting tense again and still doubting whiles typing this)

Jesus continued,

“Relax my little one, relax and just continue to write. Yes, beloved the things that are coming are so devastating dear one. Many will not be able to comprehend why or what is going on. It will be one after the other dear one. How I am truly calling my sleeping ones to wake up from their slumber as this pandemic and plague dies off so another will rise right on its heels.  Forest fires are coming this summer all over your nation none like ever before destroying crops, fields, homes and lively hood its going to be an immense challenge for your nation and forest fire workers beloved many of my animals will also be caught in the fire in the thick of it and perish. Many will then began to cry out where is God in all of this? And I respond to you my people that I am here. I have always been here waiting for you to respond. Will you now to see that the earth is passing away and there is nothing good in it. Will you now began to see that your life is, but a vapor and give it to me? Will you now began to see that your fortresses, your hopes, your wealth and even your health cannot save you, but only I can. 

Call out to me my people I am waiting to hear my beloved ones cry out to me in great humility and contrition turning from there sinful ways that I may heal their land. But many will say how have I sinned? I am a god person, I have gone to church, I pay tithe? Oh my beloved ones, working out your salvation is much more than that. It is a total desire to live free from sin. I have called you to be holy as I am holy.  It is a renunciation of comprises. Small foxes that continue to spoil the vine, it is a deep examination of your conscious as to how you have lived your lives. Are you truly following me, are you loving your neighbor as yourself, are you helping the sick, the poor, the hungry? Not just with a donation here and there, but truly is your heart to live for others, for my kingdom or for yourselves and your family. 

Please wake up me dear ones, rise from your slumber and sleep no more . I am doing a great shaking before the great awakening comes upon the whole world. Indeed the harvest is plenty, but the labors are few. Now to my faithful ones, there are those all around seeking me in their hearts, seeking answers to their questions and you have the answers. This is a great time to share my love, my hope and faith with all those around you. Please don’t shy from this opportunities I bring before you. The opportunities will be countless, so please my beloved brides stand with me.  I know many of you are weary, but stand with me. A time of great harvest is coming and it is even here now.”

 Oh Lord help us, help me because I am truly one of your weary ones. Give us all the strength to stand and believe with great hope not only for ourselves but for those around us.

Jesus responded,

“My beloved one, yes indeed I am releasing graces even now for those to rise in great strength and faith in this hour and I hear the worries of your heart and anxieties beloved. Everything I promised you will come to past even in the midst of chaos. Remember I do make beauty from ashes and make a beautiful masterpiece out of ruins. So my faithfulness will be a testimony to all who witness what I do even in the midst of this trial “

Okay Lord your words are truly comforting, living waters which I love to drink. Love you Jesus thank you so much

“love you too my little one, and all the little ones that take heed and listen with great faith I am with you all stay encouraged”

-From Jesus with Love

Jesus says, “Use Your Gifts”

a vision of the City of God: Sacred Heart Refuge

Hello Family,

I had a wonderful time in worship on the mountains with the Lord he played songs of revival and just worship and his love over me! Then during the Lords supper he gave me the same readings that he had given me the day before which is focuses on me trusting God and obeying his direction that me and my children my prosper in the land he has given me, the second reading was about not having a spirit of fear and the last reading the Gospel was about him sending me out as his disciple to baptize in the name of the father son and holy spirit to the nations teachings others what he has taught me. The second reading really stuck out to me this time around  it was Romans 8, 14-17

All who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. You did not receive a spirit of slavery leading you back into fear, but a spirit of adoption through which we cry out, Abba (that is Father). The spirit himself gives witness with our spirit that we are children of God. But if we are children, we are heirs as well:hers of God, heirs with Christ, if only we suffer with him so as to be glorified with him.

Then I immediately envisioned in my heart an orphanage and I was teaching the children that they were family. That they had a father and where not orphans at all. This scripture was a staple for them in order to teach the children not to fear but that this wasn’t an orphanage but they had been adopted in a family. The kingdom of God Family. I saw all the children reciting this and as they got to the part saying “which we cry out” they would all yell out Abba, Papa whiles clapping and laughing !! lol Then I saw when we received a new child we would introduce them to the other children as their new sibling. We then put the child in the center. All the children would recite that passage of scripture to them as they yelled we cry out Abba Papa Welcome to your family! I saw the children running to hug their new sibling and introducing themselves saying I am your brother Luke, I am your sister Ama and so and so. Then this new child would be given a paper heart which they would decorate and on the wall was a mural that says “My Family” and they would go and stick their name on there. Truly the children were our family! 

I saw the children running to this young man calling him Papa and he loved to play with the children and anywhere I went, I would pick up things not only for my biological children, but for the other children as well and referenced them as my own. I saw (these two young siblings who are my little cousins back home.  Whom the Lord has put on my heart, they were there helping at the orphanage. Telling them they were called to be examples to their other siblings that they now have. We were really teaching the children about Family, the kingdom of God that it matters not the skin color, but we are all created from his heart and have one Father. Then I saw another scene with two young girls were fighting and one had yelled to the other you’re not my real sister anyway. The other young girl was really hurt by that. So I pulled the naughty girl to the side explaining to her how she was made from the breath and heart of God and he breathed her into being. I breathed on her stomach as if she was a balloon and she began to laugh and I said and pop then you came about. Then I did the same with the other girl and she laughed and I put there hands together telling them they were indeed sisters and came from the same Father to always remember that. The kids were always excited to get another sibling! lol Oh Lord are these thoughts from you or my own mind you know how I can go on and on

Jesus began,

“My beloved these thoughts and images are indeed from me speaking to your heart about the glorious future I have in store for you beloved. It should draw you to hope. I need and want you to began dreaming with me concerning this community City of God that I have established in to your care to bring to fruition. I have had this work planned for you before the foundation of the earth and you have been perfectly suited for this job. Yes, in all of your weakness you are the best for it because of those things. There will be many challenges as they always will be dealing with children. Especially many wounded souls but, you know a thing or two about that don’t you (he said that smiling)

(I smiled saying), Yes Lord I do

All that I have allowed my little one has been in preparation for this community. For you too truly meet the the children where they are at. For you to shower your love and compassion upon them and for you to grow in much more patience.”

Oh now I cant imagine (I said laughing)

Jesus continued,

“Yes, but it will bring you much joy. Much joy to all who are apart of this community and you will bring the children much joy. Many wounds will be healed in that place beloved. There are special handpicked children I am preparing now. They will be such a consolation to you and this young man.  I told you I have great plans for you both. So don’t be discouraged about what things look like now but, trust in my promises for you beloved one. Continue to pray for him break through is indeed soon. In the mean time keep your heart and mind on me and the promises I have spoken. Pray for him continuously as you do now and those I have called to help put this community together. 

You were right to think that I have entrusted you to Mother Teresa,  St Therese little flower and St Francis. They have been with you since childhood beloved. Watching over you and praying for you fervently because this is there work too. Heaven is only the beginning beloved and they too are excited to embark on this project with you but, of course my Mother will be and has been the overseer over all this. This is indeed is her gift to me as you are my gift to her.

My dear ones I want to share with you how important it is in this hour to use your time wisely. There are so many graces that have been released in this hour of suffering. That is indeed apart of the blood covenant given to you all suffering and pain in exchange for graces. There are so many gifts I have given you all my people don’t marvel at the things I have spoken to this little one. For she indeed has been faithful with the little so now she will be entrusted with much more and that is in store for all my beloved ones who will be diligent with the gifts given to them now. You have so much ample time my people. No more excuses that you are too busy, you are unsure what to do. 

This lockdown I have allowed is not just for you to self examine your sins but to also work, get going, being busy about my business. Work like there is no  tomorrow because there may not be my beloved ones. There is so much that can be done now for the kingdom. In you I have put gifts of writing, gifts of speaking, gifts of song and worship, gifts of paintings. Now is the time, don’t put it back any longer. All of these gifts will be used to bring so many souls to me at a later time, You have been appointed to draw specifically souls this little one can’t so please get busy. Many are doubting even now. Fearing that they may not be good enough or comparing themselves with others. Please don’t look to others my beloved one. You are unique, your voice is unique, what I tell you is unique. How you do things is unique to you and to the souls I have assigned to you . So now I am releasing graces  for you to get busy about my fathers business. Let’s create together beloved one and see what anointing I pour out when you step out in faith and obedience to the inspirations I have given you. Go forth now my beloved one in diligence and in faith using your gifts.” 

-From Jesus with Love

Jesus says,” Tell Them About My Mercy”

“Tell them of My Mercy”

Hello Family,

A couple days ago I was praying the rosary, the sorrowful mystery which focuses on Jesus Passion. It takes you through being with him in Gethsemane at the Garden. When he yielded to the Father to drink the bitter cup of suffering. The second mystery meditates on when he was before pilate then flogged. The third mystery was him receiving the crown of thorns which is the crown of scorn and contempt. The fourth mystery is Jesus carrying the cross to Calvary and the Fifth mystery is Jesus death on the cross.

Upon praying this rosary I was on the fourth mystery when I saw Jesus carrying his cross, completely beaten beyond recognition. Then seeing the image of him hovering over the whole world. Twisting his body on the cross because his heart was breaking and hurting. The cross was the sins of the whole world. Where every splinter of wood was for a sin committed and all three nails signified the indifference of people that continue to nail him there. Then finally unable to take it his heart burst gushing over the whole world in his unending mercy for us. Covering our shame and iniquity as he now call us to do the same, to pick up our cross and follow him. To show mercy to the indifference we receive from others and to accept whatever splinter he gives us trusting his mercy will sustain us.

Then I heard Jesus say “Tell them about my mercy”

There has been many things said concerning this pandemic and that its Gods judgment on the whole world but he says in scripture 

John 3:17 -18 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him will not be condemned but whoever does not believe has already been condemned because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God 

I looked up the footnote because it had an asterisk by condemn and it says 

Condemn: the Greek root means both judgment and condemnation. Jesus purpose is to save, but his coming provokes judgment; some condemn themselves by turning from the light

We tend to think the greatest attribute of God is Love but Mercy and Love go hand in hand. In this hour the Lord desires his mercy to the worshiped his mercy to be known. His mercy comes from his great love for us because he gives us what we don’t deserve. the greater a souls misery or sin is the the extend of Gods mercy available for it. That means no one is without reach for Gods mercy. Only if we would entrust ourselves to his mercy. When we fall, when we fail, when even we feel lost trust in his Mercy that he won’t leave you there. His mercy was made available for that young roman soldier who pierced his side to ensure our savior was dead but when that water and blood gushed forth from his side spilling all over him he was immediately convicted and converted and saying  Matthew 28:54

The centurion and the men with him who were keeping watch over Jesus feared greatly when they saw the earthquake and all that was happening and they said, “Truly, this was the Son of God!”

So when we pierce the heart of Jesus with our sin, with our offenses rather than receiving his judgment. When we humble ourselves before him his mercy is poured out all over us. In this generation and within the Church the Lords grace has been put on a pedestal and abused. So many use the Lords graces to do what they desire rather what they ought to do but when we look at Gods Mercy it calls us to look within ourselves. It causes us to see ourselves as we truly are before God our nothingness, the depths of our sin and misery and see how merciful God truly has been to us because we didn’t receive what we deserved. 

Also in the passage about the 10 virgins awaiting there bridegroom however 5 fell asleep because he delayed, Jesus delays and has delayed because of his Mercy as the scripture 2 Peter 3:9 says that God is not slow concerning his promises as many would think but he patient with you not willing any to perish but all to come to repentance. Again he longs, waits for just one soul to respond and if that means delaying a year long, if it means allowing trials in order for his children to respond he does it all out of his Mercy.

He set an example and now call us to deny ourselves, to pick up our cross and follow him. To show mercy as we have been given mercy. To not give others what they deserve. Who have you not forgiven? Who are you not willing to let go? Who are you still harboring resentment and bitterness towards? Who are you still waiting on an apology for?  Who has hurt you so deeply that it keeps replaying over and over again? Or Why are you not forgiven yourself? Why do you walk in regret of what you did or didn’t do?  Why do you still walk in shame of what was done to you or what you allowed? Why do you hide in fear from the Lord as if he doesn’t already know? Why do you show mercy to others but not to yourself? Why are you still angry with God doesn’t he deserve your mercy when he has given you his? Run to the arms of your beloved Spouse and Savior who’s arms even in death was wide open saying “Father forgive them for they know not what they do” as he says to you today beloved you are forgiven run to my mercy, swim in the ocean of my mercy which is available for you. 

Jesus says to St. Faustina “I am sending you with My mercy to the people of the whole world. I do not want to punish mankind, but I desire to heal it, pressing it to My merciful Heart”…then again told her “Say unceasingly the chaplet that I have taught you. Whoever will recite it will receive great mercy at the hour of death. Priest will recommend it to sinners as their last hope of salvation. Even if there were sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from My infinite mercy. I desire that the whole world know My infinite mercy. I desire to grant unimaginable graces to those souls who trust in My mercy.”

God bless you guys.

A Curse of A Hardened Heart

Matthew 13: 14 So they show that what Isaiah said about them is true: ‘You people will listen and listen, but you will not understand. You will look and look, but you will not really see. Yes, the minds of these people are now closed. They have ears, but they don’t listen. They have eyes, but they refuse to see.

I came back from doing a message outside and he had given me “ Gods correction”. I was a bit concerned asking the Lord to show me the error of my ways and felt prompted to get 3 rhemas to get direction and I pulled  

Acts 28:26-27 Hardened Hearts

“Go to these people and say you will indeed hear but never understand and you will indeed see but never perceive. For these peoples hearts have grown dull and with their ears they can barely hear and their eyes they have closes lest they should see with there eyes and hear with their eyes”

So I was perplexed and sat with the Lord on my  bed in adoration and a flood of emotions came over me. Such grief and sadness because I understood that even in this pandemic and trial the Lord has allowed, many have not gotten it. Many still don’t understand or have a desire to repent, to draw nearer to the Lord and live for him.  The word “ curse of hardened heart” kept ringing in my mind.

Lord is there anything you want to say? My heart is breaking

Jesus began,

Yes my little one, how my heart and that of the Fathers is breaking for the people of the world. There has been a curse of hardened hearts released upon my people. How their love for me have grown cold even in this trial I have allowed to cover the whole world. You would think many would began to wake up to realize that not only am I real, that not only am I God, but that I am calling my people to a change of heart. I am calling my people back to their first love, but how very few have responded. Many are seeing this lock down as a time of relaxation, a time to get off work, a time to relax be with their families and binge watch shows. 

Many are taking opportunities to scoff and mock at my servants, at my prophets, who are speaking the truth. Calling the people to wake up from their slumber that I am indeed coming. How so many scoff at my wisdom and continue to incline themselves to their human reasoning. Many continue to draw to the earth climate change as the cause of these calamities. They are lies, lies, lies, formed by satan and the evil ones to take the minds and hearts of  my people away from the truth. Away from examining their conscience and continue to ignore that gnawing feeling that something is coming, that something is happening, that change needs to happen in their lives. No, instead they continue to feed their vanities, feed their flesh in this time with the latest news, new purchases as consolation and comforts from the void they feel in their hearts. 

Oh how my heart is breaking dear one it is because of you little ones who have indeed laid yourself down, humbled yourself and prayed that is why my mercy has been relentless, but how much longer what will it take my people. You obstinate minds and stiff necked natures you continue on about as it will be business as usual when these quarantines are lifted. Do you not see my hand in this? Do not ignore my calling any longer. The day of salvation is at hand and it is now. The door of Mercy will not be opened for ever my hardened heart ones. Indeed you have eyes, but you do not see me crying out all around you. To turn your heart back to me away from the word and your selfishness. You indeed have ears, but you do not hear the warning from my shepherds, prophets, and pastors. You do not hear the voice crying out in the wilderness make straight the way for the Lord. Rather you scoff and say I have heard it before, oh yea He his coming, but no one knows the day or hour. I tell you the fig tree is blooming and this is the season 

(here is quoting Matthew 24:32 “Now learn this lesson from the fig trees; As soon as its twigs het tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33 Even so, when you see all these things you know that it is near right at the door.34 Truly I tell you this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened”

You say there is no God and I need not to be held accountable for my life. For I only have one life to live, so I will live it to the fullest. Oh, but I tell you, you have eternity awaiting you. Eternity where everything will be put into account. My dearly loved ones I paid that price on cavalry to have you right next to me. 

Please heed my call. Please hear the cry of my heart and harden your heart no longer. Do not be like that thief on the cross who scoffed at his time of salvation. He did not know that that very cross, that very trial, that very moment was the moment of his salvation. Yet he rejected it and treated me with scorn and contempt, however the other thief recognized me in the midst of his pain, in the midst of his trial, in the midst of his cross. He heard the voice of his shepherd, he reached out and received his salvation. For he knew he deserved everything I had allowed and he knew my infinite goodness and mercy. So my mercy is yet again extended to you.  My mercy time and time again will not fail. It is fathomless and and abounding, but it will not be available forever my dear ones. Run to the arms of our merciful savior or when we meet you will be face to face with the just judge. My beloved ones, my brides please pray for these hardened hearted ones. Pray for this nation and the world. Pray against this curse of hardened heart that have caused many to continue on the road to destruction and have seared conscious, but nothing is impossible for me and my mercy will triumph over judgment pray for them.’

That was the end of Jesus message

Be The Light

This morning I was getting down from my bed and my computer fell from the top bunk and cracked. Furthermore, I had been chided by Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel of not taking care of things well. Which is so true because I had just got this computer fixed a week before so I was devastated and disappointment in myself. Since the Lord was telling me to began writing again. Also I do all my work on the channel using this laptop so I was frustrated thinking this had to be the enemy. 

I came before the Lord during prayer as I felt he began speaking to me. 

Jesus began,

“My beloved don’t be too hard on yourself. It would’ve been wise to leave it at a safer place, but who do you think knocked it over?”

The devils Lord

 Jesus responded,

“Yes, Beloved I want you from now on to anoint and bless any equipment or ministry materials you receive. The devils hate the assignment I have given you and  will do all they can to frustrate my plans, but I wont allow it. I do however allow these things to not only cause you to be aware, but to pray more and to grow in patience. An offering a gift you can give to me for the salvation of souls.”

Okay Lord forgive me I renounce frustration, impatience and bitterness.

Jesus continued,

“Now the readings I gave you and the songs I played were all about faith beloved. Did you  not ask me to make you a great women of faith?”

Yes Lord I just didn’t know the cost lol

Jesus responded,

“Well, my little one with great faith comes great test, great breaking and great patience endurance. Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not yet seen. To hope in the impossible takes great faith and great faith starts with a  small mustard seed of faith. So I’m not asking for your faith to be big more like I am asking you to hope greatly that I am who I say I am and that I can do all things. This generation will be known for the great exploits and showmanship of my power than any other generation. I am calling my people to have great hope in me, to believe as the times get darker so will great faith arise. It must arise to shader the darkness and cause the enemy to retreat. For so long my people have been held captive by fear, fear of the me, fear of delusion, fear of man and fear of the enemy, but I am calling my people to believe again, hope again in great faith the things that I will do in and through them. For those who are desiring to move in the supernatural gifts, it is available for you. The treasure of heaven is available for all my people all they must do is ask. I have a storehouse where the angels wait to hear the command of my people to release gifts,but my people don’t ask rather they fear it and walk in so much unbelief. Come to me my people come to the Father who owns a cattle on a thousand hills and gives to all generously who ask. Give yourself entirely to me in consecration and holiness and greater works will you do and see all for my glory.”

 Lord if I may I remember you told me that in order to have faith “take more risk”

Jesus continued,

Yes beloved one, my people fear being rejected or doubt the results of things,but step out in faith and obedience and allow me to do the rest. Rarely is there a time a sincere prayer is prayed for a soul and returned void. Sometimes the fruit you don’t see but there is always fruit when you step out in faith. So my people I’m calling faith to rise even in you now. Do you have the lame, sick around you step out in my love to touch them. I am their hope and believe I can and will do the impossible and I might just surprise you. (smiling) Im calling my people to count the cost and began to live out the life of what they say they believe

Do you believe I can raise the dead?

Do you believe I can heal the sick?

Do you believe I can open blind eyes?

Do you believe I can transform a hardened heart?

Do you believe I can do all these things through you?

If you say you believe then what are you doing about it?

My beloved ones take risk hope against hope believe I tell you believe ask for the this gift began to walk in them now. When you see someone in need ask for me to stretch out my hands through your heart and touch them and leave the results to me. Great works will I do in and through you

Lord Can I share the vision you gave me a while back is that okay?

Yes, beloved it will greatly inspire others and to what I have in store for this generation for those who believe . Remember deep faith comes from Intimacy with me.”

So I had a vision family, of a family member who was away from home. I received a letter from them and I was cleaning up my room. When I touched his envelope I immediately went into an open vision. I saw this family member being met by the youth leader of my church at the time and his friends in the parking lot of my church for prayer. The all laid hands on him and began to pray I was just watching. No street lights were on so it was dark however as they began to pray I saw little bulbs of light over my family members head. Then as I looked closely they were getting bigger and I realized they were angels. They began to descend and ascend up and down as they were praying for this family member. The light then overshadowed them all as they were all glowing. Then my family member changed into a man who I knew was on drugs and after they prayed he was completely transformed and restored. He was so in shock seeing the physical transformation of himself he asked to join us. We said sure, then there was a group of us as we went into the streets simply touching the homeless, prositutes, drug addicts and they were immeadielty healed by a touch. They too where in shock and all asked to follow us. Then I saw a dark hill, then one light, then two lights, then three and four then so forth until the whole hill was lite up then I cam out of the vision. The scripture that came to mind was “ a city on a hill”. Mt 5:14 

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.

 That is what this last generation will be like!

Jesus says, “Repentance Proceeds Revival”

March 20, 2020 Jouranl Entry

I had a dream this morning and towards the end a young girl was telling me of revival coming. I was talking to my Dad and  I was telling him oh how I had  a dream a while back explaining about a revival. Then I heard  in my heart

 “The Coronavirus will precede the greatest revival of the century”


 I began to think of what the Lord said about hearing thoughts early in the morning as a husband would talk to his wife. So I just woke up and came to my computer to write down anything  that was on the His heart.

Jesus, I am here early this morning smiling I believe you wanted to share your heart when I woke up.  So I wanted to be obedient as you told me too and just stop what I am doing and write down what you had to say my love.

Jesus began,

“My beloved one I am here and thank you for coming by faith to do what I asked.  Just write as I share my thoughts and heart with you. I desire for you to be more patient and solicitous for your brother. 

( Here is referring to a soul in the community).

 I am still working on his frame just as I am still working with you. No one has arrived yet my little one. So you were right to say that “you desire to understand rather than be understood”. When you began to understand those around you it begets compassion and empathy towards them as well. I want you to practice these things. Indeed these will all be useful for your mission. I am sending you to places not to be understood, but to understand and truly be my hands and feet of love dear one.”


Okay Lord please help me with that because I become so spent when I get home 


Jesus continued,

“I know dear, well leave some room for others. Even thought you want your own time, use that time for others dear one. Remember we are doing this together. I am always with you and I am always desiring to hear others, see from their stand point and love them where they are at. In time they will open up a conversation that give you room to share truth. So be patient, kind and loving. Always think of others more than yourself. You can never go wrong with that

 Yes, Lord

I do desire to share with you the thoughts you had after that dream. This is a message of encouragement to my people and my bride little one. Indeed the Coronavirus will precede the greatest revival of this century. I have heard the cry of my people, those who have laid their lives down seeking my face, repenting, crying out for a move of my spirit. It is coming my people, it is coming, but it comes with a cost . My people, repentance proceeds a move of my spirit. I have allowed this virus to bring my people who are called by name to repentance. Deep repentance and reformation of their lives. No longer will I continue to tolerate, lukewarmness. Did I not say either be hot or cold or I would spew you out ? (Revelations 3:16) 

No longer will I tolerate comprise in my church, in the hearts of my people. Many call me Lord, Lord, but do not do as I say (Luke 6:46). No longer will I tolerate Idolatry, how this nation that I birth from the heart and hands of your for fathers have turned against me. You have allowed foreign Gods into this nation and have erected Baals  all over your country. Oh my people repent, many will so how have we been idolatrious Lord? With your affections my people,  any affection that is put above your God is an idol. You have made idols of people. You have made an idol of sports, hence it was my doing shutting down these gatherings that have been a distraction and would have caused them to lose their souls. Yes, many know the stats, the names, tattoo these things on them and on their heart.  Many fight to get so many things, you look up to these lowly ones in idolatry, yet you still don’t see how you have fallen way from me.My church is in ruin as well , where many shepherds are filing their bellies with the food of my people and their own vain glory. Not with truth, but with error and compromise so the little ones who are serious about become ostracized because they are taking me too seriously. 

My shepherds I called you to lay your lives down for the flock not build your empires with my flock. Please people repent and turn from your ways.  Many of my people watch things that sicken my heart, that disgust me. Impure shows, songs, you leave your eyes to look at young men and women with such lust. Did I know say if you have lusted after a women or man in your heart you have committed adultery? (Mt. 5:28) Oh adulterers repent of your ways my people, repent. Then there is lack of modesty as well in clothing and what is watched and listened too, it is aborent to me .Many of my people wear clothing that draws attention to their bodies and not my spirit. My daughters didn’t I say if you have roused a man to lust you too are also guilty , repent my people. It has become a matter of a fact in your culture and especially your nation. 

This nation that I have raised to be a beacon of righteousness has caused many other nations to fall into harlotry. So I am calling for reformation, reforming of my church, of my people, of the nations dear one. To reform your lives little ones is to run away from these sins, to rend your hearts knowing that you have been displeasing to me and then to change . Change from your ways of offenses. I do not even want to began speaking on the thoughts of the hearts of my people. Do you understand that I dwell with in you to the least among the greatest. Every thought that passes through your mind is known in heaven. All of heaven hears you, so I ask you if you heard  these things would you be embarrassed? Would you repeat your thoughts out loud? No, my people you wouldn’t. Did I know say that every idle word you would be held accounted for (Mt. 12:36). Not just what passes through your lips but what passes through your heart. 

So many of my people are held captive by gossip, slander, bitterness, resentment, unbelief, and unforgivness of themselves and their brothers, Yes, you desire for me to forgive you of your sins but ignorer to forgive you, you also must forgive my people. 

This is a time of deep searching, deep purifying, and deep repentance. I will not put the new wine in the old wine skin. It must be a pure vessels unto honor. Those who are willing to be living sacrifices and do my will alone. For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother (Mt. 12:50). So revival indeed is coming. It will unfold before your eyes little one. All that you have desired to see, souls on fire for me, in love with me alone, holding know other affection besides my will. That day is coming very soon but repentance must take place. So to my shepherds, my preachers, my teachers and prophets. Out with the old and in with the new. No longer preach this tainted prosperity gospel which I never walked or had my apostles pen, but man have made their own gospel and their own Jesus. Began to cry from the rooftops Repent, repent, repent , for the kingdom of God is at hand and his glory is coming to those who avail themselves.”

I responded, Lord these are strong words

Jesus responded,

Yes ,beloved my words are spirit and life. It gives life to the bones, I am calling the dead bones to rise. Oh I love my people and my brides. I am calling them all back to me and having to use this measures to prepare them for what is ahead and in preparation for my coming.”

Thank you lord for the grace to hear your voice, to walk in obedience to you and for a life giving word Love you Jesus help me to be faithful

That was the end of Jesus message

-From Jesus with Love